The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
to nothing but facts. He was irritated by this mystery which his
penetration could not clear up, so he tore open the envelope and read:
SIR:
_I have never loved you, and you knew it. What is a
woman’s heart that it should be taken possession of by a legal
document? I have stood my slavery for nine years because
I loved no one else. To-day everything is changed: I set
myself free in loyalty to myself, refusing to be shared. What
is there to prevent me? In the very beginning of our marriage
you objected to having children. A little hand held out to me might
have been enough to enchain me completely, but our house is empty, and
no one has any need of me. You thought me worth one hundred thousand
francs in our marriage contract. You will think it natural that I take
away with me the price paid for me. I have already paid for it myself
with my youth. In leaving you I pardon you. Good-bye._
EDITH DANNEMARIE.
For Mr. Frasne, whether from professional habit or a positive turn
of mind, everything in life, even sentiment, translated itself into
acts and obligations. Our characters rule us even in our suffering: in
this shipwreck in which his life was going down he was for the moment
conscious only of the loss of his wife, not his money, even though he
was not prodigal with money; but to revive his past and exasperate
his sorrow he went instinctively to an old portfolio and got out the
marriage contract to which the letter made allusion. With this bit of
stamped paper he evoked more clearly the great passion that had taken
his later youth in its grasp. He saw again at the church door a young
girl, delicate and supple, whose movements and eyes betrayed the fever
in her veins. It was at Tronche, near Grenoble, his native country. He
came there each summer for his vacation, from Paris, when he was head
clerk. He could not make up his mind, though on the brink of forty, to
leave the capital for good, and buy a practice in Dauphiné. According to
inquiries that he made, Edith Dannemarie lived with her mother in the
neighbourhood, in a little house to which the two women had retired
almost without resources after the death of the head of the family, who
had ruined himself with cards. A young country girl with those eyes
ought to be easy prey. Two years in succession he had attempted to get
hold of her. She was waiting for a prince, for her fancy flew high, and
was losing her patience with the long waiting, solitude keeping her
imagination warm. Accordingly she rebuffed him, but not severely enough
to send him away for good. She had discovered without preparatory
studies the art of promising and refusing, and she practised it on a
man whom conquests in an easy and sensually minded world must have made
more irritable and nervous in the face of coquetry. He should have
known himself defeated, but his desire was greater than his interest.
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