The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Being alone in the world, after the loss of his parents, who had left
him a goodly inheritance, he decided at last to ask formally for her
hand--a hand which at one and the same time repulsed him and coyly
exhibited the proper place for an engagement ring.
How could he construct again from the laconic clauses of a contract
the traces of that love? One article conceded to his future bride,
in consideration of the marriage, a gift of one hundred thousand
francs; not, as is customary and almost fashionable in such
cases, a gift on the condition of her surviving the giver, but an
immediate settlement, resembling a transfer of property. This abnormal
generosity was the proof of his feebleness, the lamentable testimony to
his defeat. It conferred authenticity on his passion.
The maid who brought in his chocolate distracted him a moment from his
examination. She watched her master out of the corner of her eye as she
served him, and was astonished to see him with business papers in his
hands. Here he was examining a brief, while she was watching for an
outbreak of spite or fury, ready to make a good story out of it in the
town. He dismissed her with a wave of his hand, and breakfasted without
appetite, by sheer force of will. Should he not need to keep his forces
all intact, presently, and decide definitely what to do?
As he gulped down his steaming chocolate he succeeded in making the
dead years live again. He revived them from his own point of view,
incapable, like many men and almost all women, of representing
things from that of their partners. There was the marriage at
Tronches, after many hesitations and delays, which had not been
of his making; then the departure for Paris. In Paris there had
been revealed to him an unknown companion, a woman who passed
without transition or surprise from isolation and monotony to the
most delirious gaiety. If she did not manage him in his maturity,
neither did he respect her youth. It was then, in the hope of
finding more quiet in the country, that he had bought out Mr.
Clairval’s practice at Chambéry, in default of an office being
obtainable in Grenoble. His wife had adapted herself, with the
indifference of those whom life cannot satisfy further, to this radical
change in her existence. She appeared to accept their retreat as a
pleasure, without enthusiasm, but with no objections. Two years slipped
by thus, as peacefully as could be expected of a woman who even in
her calmer moments never failed to give him some anxiety. And now,
just as he began to think she was sunk deep in the comfort of good
surroundings, content with their daily jog trot, suddenly, without a
sound of warning, she was leaving her husband and running away with a
lover.
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