Love stories, German; Sisters -- Fiction; Suicide victims -- Fiction
"Then he beckoned to me and I followed him out of the room. By the
cradle of the new-born babe I found an old man, with a grey stubbly
beard, a red snub nose, and a pair of clever, sharp eyes, with which he
examined me smilingly through his shining spectacles.
"'So this is she?' he said, and gave me his hand. My blood rushed to my
heart; at the first glance I saw that here was some one who felt as a
friend towards me, in whom I might place implicit confidence.
"'God grant that you have come at a good moment,' he continued, 'and we
shall see at once if such is the case. Take me to her, Robert; I don't
suppose it is so bad.'
"I was left alone with the nurse and the child, which restlessly moved
its little fists about.
"'To your happiness also I will earn a claim.' I thought to myself, and
stroked the round bare little head, on which a few hardly visible silky
hairs trembled. Yesterday I had hardly had a glance for the little
being, to-day, as I gazed at it, my heart swelled with unutterable
tenderness. 'Thus much purer and better have you grown since
yesterday.' I said to myself.
"A long time, an alarmingly long time elapsed before the door of the
adjoining room opened again. It was the doctor who came out from it--he
alone. He looked stern and forbidding, and his jaws were working as if
he had something to grind between them.
"'I have sent him away,' he said, 'must speak to you alone.' Then
he took me by the hand and led me to the dining-room, where the
coffee-machine was still steaming.
"'I have great respect for you, my young lady,' he began, and wiped the
drops of perspiration from his forehead; 'according to everything I
have heard about you, you must be a capital fellow, and capable of
bearing the pain, if a certain cloven hoof gives you a treacherous
kick.'
"'Leave the preface, if you please, doctor.' said I, feeling how I grew
pale.
"'Very well! Prefaces are not to my taste either. Your sister'----and
now, after all, he hesitated.
"'My sister--is--in--danger--doctor!' I had wished to prove myself
strong, but my knees trembled under me. I clutched at the edge of the
table to keep myself from falling.
"'That's right--courage--courage!' he muttered, laying his hand on my
shoulder. 'It has come--this unwelcome guest--the fever; there is no
getting away from it any more.'
"I bit my lips. He should not see me tremble. I had often enough heard
of the danger of childbed fever, even if I could not form for myself
any idea of its terrors.
"'Does Robert know?' that was the first thing that entered my mind.
"He shrugged his shoulders and scratched his head. 'I was afraid he
would lose his head--I hardly told him half the truth.'
"'And what is the _whole_ truth?' Standing up fully erect I looked into
his eyes.
"He was silent.
"'Will she die?'
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