Love stories, German; Sisters -- Fiction; Suicide victims -- Fiction
"The hours of the day passed by ... She slept and slept and did not
think of waking up.
"From time to time I heard the servants' footsteps as they softly crept
past outside--everything else was quiet and lonely. Of Robert no trace.
"At mid-day I felt I must ask after him. They had seen him go out in
the morning into the fields, with his dogs following him. So for hours
he had been wandering about in the rain.
"As the clock struck three he entered, streaming wet, with lustreless
eyes, and his damp unkempt hair matted on his forehead. He must have
been suffering horribly. I was about to approach him, to say a word of
comfort to him, but I did not dare to do so. The scared, gloomy look
which he cast towards me, said distinctly enough: 'What do you want of
me? Leave me alone with my sorrow.'
"Clutching at one of the bed-posts he stood there, and stared down upon
her while he gnawed his lips. Then he went out--silently, as he had
come.
"Again two hours passed in silence and waiting. The carbolic vapours
which rose from the bowl before me began to make my head ache. I cooled
my brow at the window-panes, and unconsciously watched the play of the
dead leaves as they were whirled up in little circles towards the
window.
"It already began to grow dark, when suddenly, outside in the corridor,
was heard the lamenting and screaming of a female voice--so loud, that
even the sleeper started up painfully for a moment. An angry flush flew
to my face. I was on the point of hurrying out in order to turn away
this disturber of peace, but already at the opened door I came into
collision with her.
"At the first glance I recognised this red, bloated face, these little
malicious eyes. Who else could it have been but she, the best of all
aunts and mothers?
"'At length,' a voice within me cried--'at length I shall stand face to
face with you!'
"'So you are Olga,' she cried, always in the same shrill, whining
tones, which seemed to yell through the whole house. 'How do you do, my
little dear? Ah, what a misfortune! Is it really true? I am quite
beside myself!'
"'I beg of you, dear aunt,' said I, folding my arms, 'to be beside
yourself somewhere else, but to modify your voice in the sick room.'
"She stopped short. In all my life I shall never forget the venomous
look which she gave me.
"But now she knew with whom she had to deal. She took up the gauntlet
at once too. 'It is very good of you, my child,' she said, and her
voice suddenly sounded as metallic as a war-trumpet, 'that you are so
anxious about my poor, ailing daughter; but now you can go--you have
become superfluous; I shall stay here myself.'
"'Wait; you shall soon know that you have found your match.' I inwardly
cried; and, drawing myself up to my full height, I replied, with my
most freezing smile: 'You are mistaken, dear aunt; every _stranger_ has
been strictly prohibited from visiting my sister. So I must beg of you
to withdraw to the next room.'
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