Great Britain -- History -- James I, 1603-1625 -- Fiction; Witchcraft -- Fiction
Aderhold looked at him dreamily. The fear of physical injury, which
was the weakness that most beset him, was gone by. He had at times
a strange sense of expansion, accompanied by a differentiation and
deepening of light. The experience—he knew it to be inward, and
never steadfast, very fleeting—returned to him now. The room looked
world-wide, the four interlocutors tribes and peoples. “My mind does
not dwell overmuch,” he said, “upon matters such as these. They are
little matters. The wrong is that a man should be made to say they
are necessary and great matters, and, to avoid falseness, be made to
fight dwarfs as though they were giants.—I need no priest in cope or
surplice or especial dress when all that I am lifts in contemplation
and resolve. I need not kneel when All communes with All. No slave is
my soul. Would I pray, I can pray without book, and would I not, no
book held before my face hath power to pray for me. If I bowed my head
at each thought of the mystery that surrounds us, I would not with
overmuch frequency walk erect, for I think much and constantly of that
mystery. If I bow my head without thought—an idiot may do the same. As
for prelates and they who are called ‘spiritual princes’—I have seen
not one who is not a man-chosen master of a man-built house.”
The woman spoke uncertainly. “If we have been mistaken in you, sir,—”
“What you say has truth,” said the bearded man. “But it also has a
strangeness and rings not like our truth.... If you are a Brownist,
this house will have naught to do with you!”
“I am not a Brownist,” said Aderhold wearily. The sense of space
widening off and intenser light was gone. Never yet had it stayed but
the fewest of moments, and, going, it threw life back upon itself....
But the second son, who had been standing with an abstracted and
distant look, started and spoke. “Let him alone, mother and my brother!
Whatever he be, he hath no ill-will nor guile—” He turned to the
table. “Are you hungry?” he asked. “Sit down and eat with us.”
Aderhold dwelt in this house some days longer. He did not again see
the two sons; they had taken horse and ridden to visit some returned
comrade or officer in the country. The woman he saw, and sometimes
talked with, but she had ceased to be curious about him, and they
chiefly spoke of the consumptive boy. He was near death. The physician
could only give something that should make the nights pass more
swiftly, less painfully.
He himself wished to see a physician, the physician to whom, as to
Cecil, he had been recommended by a great noble of France, but whom
he had not seen since that day in Richmond, after that hour in the
Queen’s chamber. He had gone to his house to enquire—he was yet out of
London, he would be home on such a day. Aderhold went then, but could
not see him; waited two days, and was again denied; went in another
three, and was admitted. The physician was alone, in a small room, and
his manner dry and cold.
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