But what does this mean? He has passed Miss Sperry—passed her with a
smile and a friendly word—and is speaking to me, singling me out,
offering me his arm! He is smiling, too, not as he smiled on Miss Sperry, but
more warmly, with more that is personal in it. I took his arm in a daze. The
lights were dimmer than I thought; nothing was really bright except his smile.
It seemed to change the world for me. I forgot that I was plain, forgot that I
was small, with nothing to recommend me to the eye or heart, and let myself be
drawn away, asking nothing, anticipating nothing, till I found myself alone
with him in the fragrant recesses of the conservatory, with only the throb of
music in our ears to link us to the scene we had left.
Why had he brought me here, into this fairyland of opalescent lights and
intoxicating perfumes? What could he have to say—to show? Ah in another
moment I knew. He had seized my hands, and love, ardent love, came pouring from
his lips.
Could it be real? Was I the object of all this feeling, I? If so, then life had
changed for me indeed.
Silent from rush of emotion, I searched his face to see if this Paradise, whose
gates I was thus passionately bidden to enter, was indeed a verity or only a
dream born of the excitement of the dance and the charm of a scene exceptional
in its splendor and picturesqueness even for so luxurious a city as New York.
But it was no mere dream. Truth and earnestness were in his manner, and his
words were neither feverish nor forced.
“I love you I! I need you!” So I heard, and so he soon made me believe. “You
have charmed me from the first. Your tantalizing, trusting, loyal self, like no
other, sweeter than any other, has drawn the heart from my breast. I have seen
many women, admired many women, but you only have I loved. Will you be my
wife?”
I was dazzled; moved beyond anything I could have conceived. I forgot all that
I had hitherto said to myself—all that I had endeavored to impress upon
my heart when I beheld him approaching, intent, as I believed, in his search
for another woman; and, confiding in his honesty, trusting entirely to his
faith, I allowed the plans and purposes of years to vanish in the glamour of
this new joy, and spoke the word which linked us together in a bond which half
an hour before I had never dreamed would unite me to any man.
His impassioned “Mine! mine!” filled my cup to overflowing. Something of the
ecstasy of living entered my soul; which, in spite of all I have suffered
since, recreated the world for me and made all that went before but the prelude
to the new life, the new joy.
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