Oh, I was happy, happy, perhaps too happy! As the conservatory filled and we
passed back into the adjoining room, the glimpse I caught of myself in one of
the mirrors startled me into thinking so. For had it not been for the odd color
of my dress and the unique way in which I wore my hair that night, I should not
have recognized the beaming girl who faced me so naively from the depths of the
responsive glass.
Can one be too happy? I do not know. I know that one can be too perplexed, too
burdened and too sad.
Thus far I have spoken only of myself in connection with the evening’s
elaborate function. But though entitled by my old Dutch blood to a certain
social consideration which I am happy to say never failed me, I, even in this
hour of supreme satisfaction, attracted very little attention and awoke small
comment. There was another woman present better calculated to do this. A fair
woman, large and of a bountiful presence, accustomed to conquest, and gifted
with the power of carrying off her victories with a certain lazy grace
irresistibly fascinating to the ordinary man; a gorgeously appareled woman,
with a diamond on her breast too vivid for most women, almost too vivid for
her. I noticed this diamond early in the evening, and then I noticed her. She
was not as fine as the diamond, but she was very fine, and, had I been in a
less ecstatic frame of mind, I might have envied the homage she received from
all the men, not excepting him upon whose arm I leaned. Later, there was no one
in the world I envied less.
The ball was a private and very elegant one. There were some notable guests.
One gentleman in particular was pointed out to me as an Englishman of great
distinction and political importance. I thought him a very interesting man for
his years, but odd and a trifle self-centered. Though greatly courted, he
seemed strangely restless under the fire of eyes to which he was constantly
subjected, and only happy when free to use his own in contemplation of the
scene about him. Had I been less absorbed in my own happiness I might have
noted sooner than I did that this contemplation was confined to such groups as
gathered about the lady with the diamond. But this I failed to observe at the
time, and consequently was much surprised to come upon him, at the end of one
of the dances, talking With this lady in an animated and courtly manner totally
opposed to the apathy, amounting to boredom, with which he had hitherto met all
advances.
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