The idea grew with him the next day and the next. Why should he not give
her something? She deserved it. There seemed always some good reason
why her clothes were the last to be bought and the plainest and
shabbiest--and a woman’s clothes could always be made over.... Suppose
she had a new suit--something that was really good--Suppose he got it
for her--would she be in the least like that--other--one--? He had long
ago abandoned the idea that there was a real resemblance between
them. He knew now that he must have been overwrought, excited in some
mysterious way--the woman herself seemed to have excited him.
The wrong that he had done Rosalind--even in his thought--made him
tender of her. He did not buy a crimson flower to take home to her. But
a week later he called one day at his bank and in the evening he handed
her a little, twisted roll of something.
She had finished her work and was sitting for a minute before she
brought her sewing basket. He laid the roll in the curve of her fingers
in her lap.
When she glanced down at it she took it up in short-sighted surprise and
looked at the new, crisp bills--and then at him--
He nodded. “For you,” he said. “It’s a new suit--you need it.” He
balanced a little on his toes, looking down at her.
Her face flushed red; it grew from neck to chin and flooded up to him.
“What do you mean?” she said under her breath.
“I want you to get a good one--good stuff, good dressmaker--It’s enough,
isn’t it?”
“It is more--than enough--” The red had flooded her face again--as if
she would cry. But she said nothing for a minute. She was looking down
at the bills.
Then she looked up. The plain face had a smile like light from somewhere
far away. “May I get just what I like--?”
He nodded proudly. She was almost beautiful... perhaps--in the new
gown--He pulled himself together.... She had looked down again and was
fingering the bills happily.... “There is a little muff and fur--” she
said.
He nodded, encouraging--“A muff and fur and a little fur cap that
I wanted--so much--for Mary--and overcoats for the boys--they’re so
shabby--and your hat is really not fit, you know--” She was looking up
now and smiling and checking them off--He stopped her with a gesture.
“You are to spend it on yourself,” he said almost harshly.
“On myself--! Why do you say that?” She almost confronted him--as if
she caught her breath--“You never have things and you always get out of
spending things on yourself.” He half muttered the words.
“Oh--oh--! I shall get something for myself. You will see!”
He held out his hand. He was a good man of business. No one got far
ahead of him.--“When you have bought the dress I will pay for it,” he
said. “Give them to me. I cannot trust you with them.”
She looked at him--and at the bills--and they dropped from her hand into
his slowly and her arms fell; her shoulders rose and trembled and the
hands covered her face. She was weeping, deep, silent sobs--
[Illustration: 0057]
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