He bent over her--ashamed. “You must not do that,” he said. “You needn’t
feel bad. I wanted you to have it--”
She took down her hands and looked at him. “It seemed so good to
have--enough--more than enough! to be extravagant!” She threw out her
hands with a little wasteful gesture.
He was looking at her closely. A suspicion leaped at him. Her face
was so free and the tears had made it mysterious and sweet--she was as
wonderful as that other--she was--She was--He stopped with a quick jerk.
“I want you to be extravagant on _yourself!_” he said. He was watching
her face.
It flamed again but it did not drop before him. Only the eyes sent back
a look--on guard, it seemed to him. “I do not need so much for myself,”
she said quietly, “part of it will be quite enough.”
He put the bills in his pocket. “All or nothing,” he said easily.
*****
All the next day he turned it in his mind--the look in her eyes, the
beauty--something deep within her, shining out.... He no longer went
peacefully about his work. _Could_ it have been Rosalind, after all?...
He had never seen her look like that--he had not dreamed.... But when he
came home at night the look was not there; he fancied that she was more
worn and a little troubled. Certainly, no one could think of her as
beautiful... and why should a man want to think his wife beautiful?...
It was the woman in the alcove that had done the mischief. He should
never get over the woman in the alcove. She had got into his life
whether or not. He could not be comfortable about Rosalind. There was
something about her that he had not known or suspected before. He fell
to watching her when she was not aware. He had thought he knew her so
well and now she was a stranger.... But perhaps it was himself--the
woman had done something to him. Rosalind was the same--but was she? He
looked at her a long time one night as she lay asleep. The moonlight had
come in and was on her face. He watched it--as if a breath might speak
to him--it was not Rosalind’s face. Some stranger was there, out of
a strange land; a great yearning came to him to waken her, to ask
her whence she came, what it was that she knew--what made her face so
peaceful in the moonlight--calling to him? He got up softly and closed
the blind. He remembered he had heard that it was not good for people
to sleep with the moon shining on them--it was only superstition, of
course. But superstition had suddenly changed its bounds for him....
Were there things, perhaps, that people knew, that they guessed--true
things that they could not explain and did not talk about?...
IV
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