HE could not bring himself to speak to Rosalind about the woman in
the alcove. He wanted to speak--to do away, once for all, with the
strangeness and the spell she seemed to have cast about him, to speak of
her casually as that woman I saw the other day at Merwin’s; but he could
not do it. It was as if he were afraid--or bashful. He had not felt like
this since--not since he was in love--with Rosalind! He looked at
the thought and turned it over slowly. He was not in love with the
woman--certainly he was not in love with her! He would not know her
again if he met her on the street.... Would he not! Suddenly he felt
that he had known her always--longer than he had known Rosalind--longer
than he had been alive! He found himself wondering about the world--how
it was the world got into existence--what were men doing in it--and
women--and his mind travelled out into space--great stars swung away
mistily--what did it mean--all his world and stars?... Perhaps if he saw
her again, just a few minutes, he would feel like himself again.... It
was worth trying--and how he wanted--to--see her! Well, what of that?
There was nothing wrong in being curious about a woman like that. If she
_had_ some uncanny power over him he might as well find it out--fight
it!
He was respectable--he was a married man.... And what had Rosalind to do
with it? Perhaps it _was_ Rosalind. He should never quiet down till he
knew. There was something in his blood. The next time he was passing
Merwin’s he would go in....
He passed Merwin’s that afternoon--and went in. But she was not there.
He sat a little while in the quiet of the place, looking across to the
alcove where the woman had been. There was no one in it and the curtains
were drawn back. Each time a stir came from the swinging doors or a
dress rustled beside him he half turned and held his breath till it
passed and took its place at one of the little tables or in an alcove.
But the third alcove on the right remained empty. No quiet figure moved
with soft grace and seated itself there... no one but Eldridge saw the
figure--the gentle, bending line of the neck, the little droop of the
face.... If only she would lift it or turn to him a minute.... And
then the still, clear emptiness of the place swept between; the green
curtains framed it, as if it were a picture, a little antechamber
leading somewhere....
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