“We had red lamp-shades and candles and flowers--Everything shining, you
know--Cordelia likes ’em that way.... When I try to think how it started
I see ’em the way they looked that first night. I was proud of ’em both.
I felt as if Cordelia belonged to me--and as if he did, too--in a way--”
He looked at Eldridge. “I’d put him on to a good thing in business--!”
“Yes.”
“He and Cordelia laughed and talked the whole evening--kind o’ took it
up--back and forth--the way you’d play ball. I could see Cordelia liked
him. I was a fool. I’d waited about getting married till I had money
enough to give a woman--to give her everything--and when she’d got it
I never see there might be--something else she’d want.... I don’t just
know what now--” He shook his head.
“Some days, since I’ve got sure of it, I’ve felt as if it _couldn’t_ be
so--as if she couldn’t have gone on living with me and having that other
life--I didn’t know about--shut away from me--and I loving her....”
The little, clear alcove moved before Eldridge and moved away. He was
making absent marks on the edge of the pad before him.
The man sighed. “Well--It isn’t any use! That’s all, I guess--” Eldridge
looked up. “Had you thought of--winning her back?”
The man shook his head. “I couldn’t do it.” He looked at him as if
wondering whether he would understand. “There’s something about her I
don’t get at,” he said slowly.
“Isn’t there something about any woman you don’t get at?” said Eldridge.
“That’s it!” assented the man. “It isn’t just Cordelia. It’s all of
them--in back of ’em, somehow. I can’t tell you just how it is, but
I’ve thought of it a lot--I guess there isn’t anything I haven’t thought
of--since I knew--lying awake nights and thinking. Somehow, I knew, the
first day it came to me--I knew there wasn’t any use... since the day I
come on ’em at Merwin’s.”
The lawyer’s hand, making its little marks, stopped--and went on. “They
were at Merwin’s--together?” he said.
“Everybody goes to Merwin’s,” said the man. “It wasn’t their being
there; it was the way they looked when I saw ’em.... They were sitting
in one of them little alcove places, you know--”
Eldridge nodded. Yes--he knew.
“The curtains were open--wide open,” said the man. “Anybody could
’a’ looked in. There wasn’t anything wrong about it. But I saw their
faces--both of ’em--and I knew.... They were just sitting quiet--the way
people do when they’re alone.... There’s something different about
the way people sit--when they’re alone--by themselves--I don’t know as
you’ve ever noticed it?”
“I have noticed it,” said Eldridge. “Quiet and happy--” said the
man, “and not talking--and not needing to talk.” He took up his
hat. “Well--you know where to find me. I shan’t bother you like this
again----” He stood up.
Eldridge held out a hand. “I am glad you told me. It helps--to
understand--the case.”
The man’s thick face looked at him. “I don’t understand it myself,” he
said, “but I’ve got to go through with it.”
VIII
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