ELDRIDGE went on making little marks on the edge of the paper. He no
longer stared at the blotter; he was seeing things. Gordon Barstow’s
recital had shown things to him in perspective and his own trouble
seemed moved far away from him to a kind of clear place. He sat and
looked at it--making little marks on the paper. Rosalind was not to
blame. A woman like Rosalind had the right--she could do what she
wanted! What had _he_ ever done to win her--to keep her? Not even money.
He had kept it for himself--and built up a comfortable fortune....
He had the fortune--yes. And he had lost Rosalind.... He suddenly saw
himself in the clear light--he was not lovable like old Barstow.
The vision grew before him--all his saving closeness, his dulness--a
lifeless prig!... And then the picture of Rosalind, the vision of her in
her alcove--“the way people sit when they are alone--I don’t know as you
ever noticed--?” old Barstow had said.
Well, then--what was to be done? His shoulders squared a little. No man
was going to win Rosalind--without a fight! The man who would win her
should reckon with him.... He had never known Rosalind. Perhaps Rosalind
had never known him.... What had he given her--to know him by? She had
had the right to work for him, to sweep his floors and make his bed
and take care of the children... She should have money now. She should
become a partner--in all his plans--and suddenly El-dridge Walcott saw
that money would not win her--money would not buy the gracious presence
in the alcove; she did not need money.... He must give his soul--to
win her--Then he took out his soul and looked at it--the shrunken, dry,
rattling thing--and flicked it from him with a finger-nail.
The office boy put his head in cautiously.
“What do you want?” said Eldridge harshly.
“It’s Mr. Dutton,” said the boy.
“Well, show him in.”
And while Mr. Dutton talked of real estate, Eldridge’s soul peeped out
at the man. He wanted to stop the flow of facts and figures and put
a straight question to him. “How do you get on with your wife, Mr.
Dutton?” he wanted to say to him. He could see the man’s startled face
checked in its flow of fact.... It would not do; of course it would not
do to ask him how he got on with his wife. Probably he got on with her
as Eldridge Walcott had done--sewing, sweeping, eating, saving--“So I
have decided,” the man was saying, “to take the entire block--if the
title is good.”
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