She was never away.... But was he--sure! How did he know what went
on--all day... half past seven till seven at night? In the evenings she
mended the children’s clothes and he looked over the paper. Sometimes
they talked about things and planned how they could get along. Rosalind
was a good manager. He saw her sitting beside the lamp, in her cheap
dress, her head bent over the figures, working it out with him--and he
saw the woman in the alcove--the clothes she wore--he drew back before
it--more than the whole family spent in a year!... The gloves alone
might have bought her Sunday suit--Sunday was, after all, the only day
he knew where she was--in church with him and, in the afternoon, lying
down in her room while he took the children for a walk.... He was a good
father--he set his teeth to it defiantly, against the wind. She
could not accuse _him_ of neglect.... Suddenly a hurt feeling stirred
somewhere deep down--He did not look at it; he did not know it was
there. But the first shock had passed. He was not bewildered any
more. He could think steadily, putting point to point, building up the
“case”.... Then, suddenly, he would see her in the great spectacles,
reminding him of the clothes-line--and his “case” collapsed like a
foolish little card house.... Not Rosalind--other women, perhaps--but
not Rosalind.... He turned slowly back, the wind behind him urging him
on. He would go home--to her. Perhaps when he saw her he should know
what to think.... But perhaps she had not yet come home. If he hurried
he might get there before her and face her as she came in. He hurried
fast, he almost ran, and when he reached the streets he signalled a cab;
he had not used a cab for years; it would cost a dollar, at least--He
looked out at the half-deserted street--the crowd had thinned. He
held his watch where the light of the street arc flashed across
it--six-thirty. Half an hour before his usual time. He paid the fare
and went quickly up the steps.... The children were talking in the
dining-room. There was no other sound. He opened the door and looked in.
She was standing by the table looking at Tommie’s coat--There was a
rent in the shoulder and the face bent above it had a look of quiet
patience--The grey-drab hair was parted exactly in the middle and combed
smoothly down; the eyes behind the spectacles looked up--with the little
line between them. When she saw who it was she glanced for a moment at
the clock and then back at him--“Did you bring the clothesline?” she
asked.
He stared at her a moment--at her plain, cheap dress and homely face.
Then he turned away. “I--forgot,” he said.
II
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