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He sighed. "Give a dog a bad name," he quoted despairingly. "In future I
suppose I'd better keep away. It would be wiser for your sake. I'd do
anything to save you bother and prevent misunderstandings. I should be
the only one to suffer, and I dare say I deserve it."
"Oh, I am so sorry! I can't tell you how sorry and ashamed I feel." Her
eyes were full of tears as she raised them to his for a moment.
"You know you've only to tell me what you want me to do, and I'll do it,
Rafella."
"Hush!" she said tremulously. "If you talk like that, I shall be obliged
to tell you to keep away."
"Would you miss me--would you mind if you never saw me again?" Before
she could answer, he raised his voice. "And so you see there was nothing
else to be done," he said cheerfully, for Coventry had re-entered the
room.
Mr. Kennard accepted a drink offered with curtness by his host, and then
he went back to his bungalow.
Rafella tidied her music in offended silence. She felt very angry with
George. He had behaved so rudely and spoilt the evening, and she meant
him to feel her displeasure. George also was silent, provokingly silent;
he smoked a cigarette and drank a whisky and soda, and did not appear to
be conscious of her annoyance. At last she threw down a volume of songs
with a bang on the piano, and burst into tears. To her astonished
resentment George took no notice. It was the first time since their
marriage that her tears had not melted his heart. In a passion of
mortification she rushed from the room. With her usual self-righteous
consideration she never exacted her ayah's attendance the last thing at
night, so there was no need to check her distress in her bedroom. Still
crying she quickly undressed and got into bed, and then she lay waiting
for George to come in and say he was sorry, to own himself in the wrong.
She could hear him moving about in his dressing-room. Several times she
was tempted to call him, but pride held her dumb, so convinced did she
feel that he owed her amends for his conduct, that the first advances
should come from him. But she waited in vain. George remained in his
room; and Rafella, exhausted with tears and emotion, finally fell
asleep.
When she awoke in the morning, later than usual, she was told that the
sahib had gone forth at daybreak to shoot, and had left her a message to
say that he should not return till the evening. Often when George had
arranged to take a day's shooting, he slept in his dressing-room so that
he should not disturb Rafella by rising at dawn, and it was rather a
relief to feel that the present occasion would give rise to no comment
among the servants. She remembered that to-night he was dining at mess,
and she determined rancorously that she would not be in to receive him
when he came home to dress.
Before she was out of her room a note and a book and a posy of violets
came from Mr. Kennard. She replied to the note with a smile of bitter
complacency curving her lips.
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