I realise that this was hardly a story for a little girl of six or
seven; a tale of disillusionment, rather; of use in discouraging
the ambitious,--if the ambitious trouble themselves about the
poets--teaching the beauty of a humble lot in an age when every one is
envious of his neighbour and eager to push himself into the foreground.
But a whole flood of questions and comments from Dilette explained
and embellished it. _What is an outskirt_? _A thatched cottage_? _An
horizon_? _A doctor who does not understand sickness_? _etc._--
I admit, too, that the ending is sad enough, and that when Dilette
demanded some changes, in particular a happier conclusion, I should
have been willing to revive my heroine, if the angry man who intervened
had given me time. I admit whatever you wish. But certainly all this
did not warrant the scolding I received from Raymond Cernay, who had
crept silently behind the cloister wall, and now sprang up so abruptly
that he both frightened and shocked us.
“Leave that child alone, if you please!”
I am telling the exact truth: he spoke to me thus rudely. In a second I
was on my feet, angry, and my face crimson. My first words challenged
him without regard for politeness.
Now I ask you whether any man has a right to behave in this way to a
person who is taking enough interest in his progeny to sit on top of
a wall and teach her English ballads. Dilette, herself, although she
did not dare say anything, suffered from the paternal injustice. Such
a lack of courtesy, she realised, was not likely to help our future
relations. Cernay turned to his daughter.
“Go find your grandfather and say good-night to this gentleman who has
been trying to entertain you.”
This pacified me somewhat, and still more the gracious good-night that
Dilette purposely emphasised. When the child had gone, Cernay appeared
to hesitate over his course; then he resolutely commenced a strange
catechism, to which, I confess, I submitted with a bad grace, for his
ridiculous injunction still rang in my ears.
“How do you know what happened?” he began.
“What do you mean?” I retorted.
“What happened in my home. Who told you?”
“I do not understand,” I answered.
“You understand very well--but the heroine of your story did not die as
you said. Her husband killed her. Her husband, do you understand? But
of course you know that--only you did not want to say so to my little
girl. You were very wise--I was there, I heard every word--and I should
not have allowed you to go on. One does not talk to a child about her
mother’s unhappiness.”
My anger left me. Cernay was evidently crazy. He had suddenly imagined
that he was Lord Burleigh. His experiments in aviation, which taxed
too heavily his daring and presence of mind, possibly also, his
disappointment and isolation, had unsettled his mind. In order not to
provoke him, I decided to humour him.
“Follow me,” he commanded imperiously.
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