The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*During the time he stayed here, I was a daily witness of his manner of
life; and saw with much concern, his swift approaching end. He had most
of the symptoms of a consumption, in its last stage: which increased
upon him every day. _The silver cords_ of life began to _loosen, and
the golden bowl_, the whole of this wonderful, and curiously wrought
machine, to _be broken_. He had an intermitting fever, which returned
regularly every day about eleven o’clock; an habitual cough, and most
profuse night-sweats; all which had now so emaciated and weakened
him, that the marks of death already appeared upon him. And yet
notwithstanding this, he still so desired to discourse of the things
of eternity, that, while he was at all able to stand, or speak, he
could not be dissuaded from preaching: and altho’ he brought into the
pulpit the very image of death upon his face, so that it could hardly
be expected he should speak ten minutes; he has nevertheless preached
a full hour, to the astonishment of all who heard him. One would have
thought he must have dropt down dead immediately after.
His internal state, still the object of his close attention, during his
continuance at _Cork_, where there is reason to believe he began first,
to think, this sickness would be unto death, he summarily expresses
thus.
*“_Saturday April 29._ My soul truly waiteth upon God. My body feels
pain and weakness; but my soul enjoys the living fire of the _Holy
Ghost_! Oh, may I die the death of the righteous: and let my last end
be like his! I wait for thy salvation, O Lord! Weak I am, but cannot be
moved while Jesus is my strength. O that every pain may but increase my
love to God! I am supported by the fire within, and by believing that
Jesus is at the right-hand of God.”
The time being come which he had appointed for leaving _Cork_, and
going on to _Limerick_; being attended by his own brother: another
friend and I, accompanied him a dozen miles on the way. At the
inn where we stopped, he discoursed to us at dinner, of the things
pertaining to the life of a Christian, respecting particular instances
of conduct; but his weakness prevented him saying as much as we could
have desired. *I shall never forget our parting! The other persons
being gone down stairs, after he had said some particular things to me,
we kneeled down, and prayed together, for the last time! We then took
our final farewell of each other in this world! He went on his way,
and I went mine; each of us expecting to meet no more, till we met in
happier climes, and in a better world!
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