The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32) — John Shaqi
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*I do not find, that from this time, he kept any further account in
writing, of the daily state of his soul; owing, I am inclined to think,
to the violence of his disorder, which increased now, almost every hour;
and which weakened and impaired the faculties of his mind, as well as
the strength of his body. Hence, beholding things thro’ so defective
a medium, he became in reality, an unfit judge of his own state. The
influence which this kind of disorder in particular, frequently has
upon the powers of the mind, is well known, even to the representing
things which concern one’s self, and others, often directly contrary
to what they really are.
He had the judgment and advice of the best physicians, wherever he
came; who on the slightest intimation, offered their assistance with
all chearfulness, neither expecting nor desiring any other gratuity
than, (as one of them once expressed) “the prayers of Mr. _Walsh_.”
They generally agreed, that his disorder was brought on thro’ excessive
labour――frequent, and loud preaching, intense application to study,
want of proper, and sufficient rest: and fatigue in general. They
likewise judged, that his case was now past all remedy.
*It was however judged advisable, that he should be removed from
_Limerick_, to the more free and open air of the country. He went
thither accordingly, where he had the tenderest and most affectionate
attendance, with whatsoever was judged most proper to alleviate the
rigour of the disease, and restore him, if God should so please, to
health. But it was now too late! And his friends perceiving, that
neither air nor physic availed any thing, they according to his own
inclination and desire, removed him to _Dublin_. His next remove, was
to the city of the great King, the paradise of God!
Concerning the state of his soul, for a few months before his death,
as he wrote nothing on the head during that time, we can speak with
less certainty, than of what has been already related. And embarking
for _England_ soon after we parted, I neither saw nor heard, any thing
particularly concerning him, till a letter brought the tidings of
his being no more in this world. But from the accounts of persons of
undoubted veracity, who attended him during that time, we learn, that
his state was not indeed joyous, but grievous. *He drank of his Lord’s
cup of sorrow, and was in truth deeply, baptized with his baptism. He
was immerged in affliction’s furnace and plunged in the deepest waters.
“His flesh chastized, with tort’ring pain
His soul, and sickness clave his bones;
Keen anguish dwelt in ev’ry vein,
And sadly turn’d his breath to moans.
Sorrow was all his soul; he scarce perceiv’d,
But by the pains he suffer’d, that he liv’d!”
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