The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
He was tempted, and sorely buffeted of the devil. The nature of his
disorder exposed him to a degree of precipitancy, and discomposure,
which he was more than superior to, while in better health. In short,
so did the wisdom of God permit, that thro’ the malice of _Satan_, the
extreme violence of his disorder, and the concurrence of several other
circumstances, this servant of God, was brought to the utmost extremity
of spiritual distress and anguish, consistent with keeping the faith:
insomuch that it was but few degrees removed from despair.
“His agonizing soul sweat blood!
With Christ he fainted on the tree,
And cry’d in death, ‘My God, my God,
Ah! Why hast thou forsaken me?’”
*His great soul lay thus, as it were in ruins, for some considerable
time; and poured out many a heavy groan, and speechless tear, from
an oppressive heart, and dying body. He sadly bewailed the absence
of him, whose wonted presence had so often given him the victory,
over the manifold contradictions and troubles, which he endured for
his name-sake. A heart so sensible of the visits of its Lord, and so
restless at his smallest absence, as his was throughout his warfare,
must needs be deeply afflicted when left, seemingly to its own poverty,
and surrounded as it were with hosts of infernal fiends, seeking to
devour him. The intervals which he had of cessation from the extremity
of the conflict, and of comparatively quiet confidence in God, are not
perhaps so well known: but that he had such, may well be supposed; for
otherwise his soul and flesh must needs have failed before God.
It was however not till a short time before his complete and eternal
deliverance, that his Lord appeared to his help: and by making himself
known, as Jesus, his well known Saviour, entirely eased the anguish of
his oppressed soul! The beams of his brightness dispersed the clouds:
and the smiles of his countenance more than compensated for all his
night of sorrow. He spoke and said unto him, The winter is passed;
arise my love and come away!
*The manner of his deliverance was as follows. A few friends being at
prayer with him, on _Sunday_ evening; as soon as they concluded, he
desired to be left alone, in order, as he said, “to meditate a little.”
They withdrew; and he remained deeply recollected for some time: just
then, God, dropping into his soul, no doubt, some lively foretaste of
the joys to come, and spreading the day of eternity thro’ the regions
of his inward man; he burst out in transport, and pronounced, in a
dying voice indeed, but with the joy of angels!――――“_He is come!――――He
is come!――――My beloved is mine, and I am his!――――His for ever!_” And
uttering these words, he sweetly breathed out his soul into the arms
of his beloved; on the 8th day of _April 1759_, and in the 28th year
of his age.
The CONCLUSION.
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