The World Before Them: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Moodie, Susanna
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The World Before Them: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Moodie, Susanna
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"I speak of that which I have known and felt," said Dorothy,
emphatically. "Of that which has taught me to bear patiently a great
affliction, that has reconciled me to a hard lot, and brought me nearer
to God. I can now bless Him for my past trials. If I had never known
trouble, I should never have exchanged it for His easy yoke, or felt a
divine peace flowing out of grief."
"I do not doubt your word, Dorothy. I am a miserable man, overwhelmed
with the consciousness of guilt, without the power to repent."
"Oh, my lord, this cannot be, and you so good and kind. If you are a
bad man, where in this world shall we look for a righteous one?"
"My poor child, you know little of the world, and still less of me. You
esteem me happy, because I am rich and high-born, deriving from my
wealth and position the means of helping others who are destitute of
these advantages. There is no real merit in this. I cannot bear to
witness physical suffering; and give from my abundance that I may be
relieved from the sight of it."
"But you confer a benefit upon the poor by relieving their necessities,
which must be acceptable in the sight of God."
"I fear not. Infinite wisdom looks deeper into these things than
short-sighted men, and the motive which induces the act is of more value
in His sight than the mere act. I have more money than I can use, and
possess every luxury and comfort that gold can buy. It is no sacrifice
to me giving to the poor. I really lose nothing, and my vanity is
pleased by the admiration they express at my generosity; I often feel
deeply humiliated by the self-approbation induced by these trifling
donations."
"I wish there were more people in the world like your lordship."
"Dorothy, Dorothy! you see before you a wretched conscience-stricken
creature, who would gladly give all that he has in the world for the
peace of mind you say that you enjoy. You, like the rest of my
neighbours, think me little short of perfection, for to most people the
outward and tangible is always the real. But, alas, I know myself
better. Listen to me, Dorothy, while I give you a page from my life's
history, which will show your benefactor in a new light."
Dorothy looked wonderingly up into her companion's face. His brow was
knitted, his lips firmly compressed, and the sorrowful expression of his
pale face almost bordered on despair. She shuddered, and tears
involuntarily filled her eyes. Was this new idol going to resolve itself
into a mere image of clay? If he were no better than other men, where in
this world would she find truth? Dorothy was grieved and perplexed, but
she walked on in silence till the Earl again spoke.
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