I dreamed once that I was with a doctor in his surgery, and saw in his
hand a note from a patient saying that doctors were fools and did him no
good, but he had lately taken some _selvdrolla_, recommended by a friend,
and it had done him more good than anything, so please send him some
more. I saw the note clearly, not, indeed, being conscious of reading it
word by word, but only of its meaning as I looked at it; the one word I
actually seemed to see, letter by letter, was the name of the drug, and
that changed and fluctuated beneath my vision as I gazed at it, the final
impression being _selvdrolla_. The doctor took from a shelf a bottle
containing a bright yellow oleaginous fluid, and poured a little out,
remarking that it had lately come into favour, especially in uric acid
disorders, but was extremely expensive. I expressed my surprise, having
never before heard of it. Then, again to my surprise, he poured rather
copiously from the bottle on to a plate of food, saying, in explanation,
that it was pleasant to take and not dangerous. This was a vivid morning
dream, and on awakening I had no difficulty in detecting the source of its
various minor details, especially a note received on the previous evening
and containing a dubious figure, the precise nature of which I had used
my pocket lens to determine. But what was _selvdrolla_, the most vivid
element of the dream? I sought vainly among my recent memories, and had
almost renounced the search when I recalled a large bottle of salad oil
seen on the supper table the previous evening; not, indeed, resembling
the dream bottle, but containing a precisely similar fluid. _Selvdrolla_
was evidently a corruption of 'salad oil.' This dream illustrates the
uncertainty of dream consciousness, but it also illustrates at the same
time the element of certainty in dream _subconsciousness_. Throughout my
dream I remained, consciously, in entire ignorance as to the real nature
of _selvdrolla_, yet a latent element in consciousness was all the time
presenting it to me in ever clearer imagery. We see that the subconscious
element of dream life treats the conscious part much as a good-natured
teacher treats a child whose lesson is only half learned, giving repeated
clues and hints which the stupid child understands only at the last
moment, or not at all. It is, indeed, a universal method, the method of
Nature with man, throughout the whole of human evolution.
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