The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Yes, but why do you want to renounce?” Crammon murmured in his
vexation. “What do you mean exactly by renunciation? What is it to lead
to?”
Christian said almost to himself: “I believe that one must cast one’s
ring into a well.”
“If you mean by that that you intend to forget our wonderful Queen
Mab, all I have to say is--the Lord help you in your purpose,” Crammon
answered.
“One holds fast and clings because one fears the step into the
unknown,” Christian said.
Crammon was silent for a few minutes and wrinkled his forehead. Then he
cleared his throat and asked: “Did you ever hear about homœopathy? I’ll
explain to you what is meant by it. It means curing like with like. If
for instance some food has disagreed with you violently, and I give you
a drug that would, in a state of health, have sickened you even more
violently than your food--that would be a homœopathic treatment.”
“So you want to cure me?” Christian asked, and smiled. “From what and
with what?”
Crammon moved his chair nearer to Christian’s, laid a hand on his
knees, and whispered astutely: “I’ve got something for you, dear boy.
I’ve made an exquisite find. There’s a woman in your horoscope, as the
sooth-sayers put it. Some one is yearning for you, is immensely taken
with you, and dying of impatience to know you. And it’s something quite
different, a new type, something prickling and comical, indeterminate,
sensitive, a little graceless and small and not beautiful, but
enormously charming. She comes from the bourgeoisie at its most obese,
but she struggles with both hands and feet against the fate of being a
pearl in a trough. There’s your chance for employment, distraction, and
refreshment. It won’t be a long affair,--an interlude of her holidays,
but instructive, and, in the homœopathic sense, sure to work a cure.
For look you: Ariel, she is a miracle, a star, the food of the gods.
You can’t live on such nourishment; you need bread. Descend, my son,
from the high tower where you still grasp after the _miraculum cœli_
that once flamed on your bosom. Put it out of your mind; descend, and
be contented with mortality. To-night at seven in the dining-room of
the Hotel de la Plage. Is it a bargain?”
Christian laughed, and got up. On the table stood a vase filled with
white pinks. He took out one of the flowers, and fastened it into
Crammon’s button-hole.
“Is it a bargain or not?” Crammon asked severely.
“No, dear friend, there’s nothing in that for me,” Christian answered,
laughing more heartily. “Keep your find to yourself.”
The veins on Crammon’s forehead swelled. “But I’ve promised to bring
you, and you mustn’t leave me in the lurch.” He was in a rage. “I don’t
deserve such treatment, after all the slights which you have put on me
for months. You give rights to an obscure vagabond that astonish the
whole world, and you cast aside heartlessly an old and proved friend.
That does hurt and embitter and enrage one. I’m through.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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