The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Are you coming along?” Christian turned carelessly, and with a sense
of boredom, to Crammon.
“Yes, my boy, let us eat!” Crammon cried. He called Hamburg the
Paradise of Saint Bernard, concerning whom, as his patron saint and
namesake, he had instituted especial investigations, and who, according
to him, had been a mighty trencherman during his lifetime at Tours.
A frightened, subtle, and very feminine smile hovered about Johanna’s
lips. As she preceded the two men, the motions of her dainty body
expressed a vague oppression of the spirit, and at the same time a
humorous rebellion against her own unfreedom.
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Amadeus Voss knew that he had no one’s sympathy, no one’s except
Christian’s. And him he suspected, watching him, weighing and analysing
his words and actions. In his terror of hypocrisy and treachery, he
practised both himself. Nothing healed or convinced or reconciled him.
Least of all did he pardon Christian the fact that the latter’s glance
and presence had the effect of subduing him. His bitterness moaned from
his very dreams.
He read in the Scriptures: “There was a certain house-holder, which
planted a vineyard, and hedged it round about, and digged a winepress
in it, and built a tower, and let it out to husbandmen, and went into
a far country: and when the time of the fruit drew near, he sent his
servants to the husbandmen that they might receive the fruits of
it. And the husbandmen took his servants, and beat one, and killed
another, and stoned another. Again he sent other servants, more than
the first, and they did unto them likewise. But last of all, he sent
unto them his son, saying, They will reverence my son. But when the
husbandmen saw the son, they said among themselves, This is the heir;
come, let us kill him, and let us seize on his inheritance. And they
caught him, and cast him out of the vineyard, and slew him.”
Sometimes he would not leave Christian’s side for hours. He would study
his gestures and the expressions of his countenance, and all these
perceptions fed the corrosive fire in his brain. For this was the heir!
Then he would flee and bruise and stamp upon his very soul, until his
consciousness of guilt cast him down into the very dust. He would
return, and his demeanour would be a silent confession: “I can thrive
only in your presence.” It seemed to him that this silence of his was
like a cry; but it was not heard, and so his brother seemed again to
become his foe. Thus he kept passing from darkness, through fires and
fumes, back into the darkness.
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