The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth — John Shaqi
The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
In her bedroom hung a portrait of Christian painted in his twentieth
year. It had been done three years before by a Swedish painter. It was
very like him, and she adored it. One night she took it from the wall
and placed it on a table and lifted the shade from a lamp nearby. She
crouched in a chair, rested her head upon her hands, and gazed at the
picture steadily and with a questioning passion.
She asked the picture, but it gave no answer. She thrilled with a
desire to take that head into her hands. But the face on the canvas
smiled its equivocal and remote smile. If only she could have wept! But
tears were denied her: too hard and unmoved had she passed through life.
When morning came her maid found her still sitting before Christian’s
picture. The painted face beside the burning lamp still smiled its
alien smile.
VI
Johanna Schöntag wrote to Christian: “It is two months now since I
parted from you. In those two months misfortune has been very busy with
me and mine. My father committed suicide; that was why I was summoned
home so suddenly. Rash speculations complicated his affairs beyond
his power; he saw no way to prevent his being reduced to beggary,
and determined to leave the scene of his failure thus abruptly. All
obligations have been decently satisfied, and his good name has been
saved. We are also told, as if it were a consolation, that he lost his
head too soon, that things might have turned out better than he feared.
But we are in an unenviable situation, and life is not showing us an
admirable aspect. Such sudden transformations should be confined to
melodrama. I am still badly confused; I hardly know what is happening
to me. I envy those who have an aim of some kind and also the vitality
to pursue it. I wonder whether you will write to me. Or have you
already forgotten me? Have I even the right to ask that?”
She sent this letter to Crammon with the request to forward it. Crammon
replied: “My dear Rumpelstilzkin:--I hope that your voice will not die
in the desert. Unhappy things have taken place. The man to whom you are
writing has denied himself and his own past and all who love him. The
Lord has darkened his soul; we are striving for his salvation. May your
assistance bear rich fruit.”
The words frightened her, and she did not know how to interpret them.
She had time to reflect, for weeks passed before she received an answer
to her letter; and this answer was worse than none at all. It came not
from Christian himself but from Amadeus Voss, and was as follows:
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