The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“I shuddered. All too near was the time when it had taken all my
passionate energy to save myself from the slime; too deeply had I
suffered among those from whom the Lord averts His countenance; too
many midnights lay behind me in which my soul hovered over the abyss;
too long had I been ground between the millstones of sin; too accursed
was this woman in my eyes, far too accursed for me to see her glide
calmly and sinuously to a point of sloth where she could rest from
past evil and prepare herself for more. I felt impelled to flee. It
was no spectacle for me. My spirit threatened to become poisoned again
and also my heart--that writhing thing that made me a burden to myself
and to mankind. I told Wahnschaffe that he could have my rooms; but
he urged me to stay, saying that he felt uncomfortable in the house
and would leave it. Aha, I thought, he is lusting after palaces; this
is too humble for him. But to every one’s astonishment he sought far
humbler quarters, stayed but a week, sought others that were still
meaner, and thus changed his abode twice more until he moved with the
woman to the reeking and buzzing tenement house in the north end of the
city where he is now.
“If I did not know the facts and were told them, I should laugh
incredulously. The widow Engelschall, Karen’s mother, was furious when
she heard of it. I have met her too, and I cannot describe her without
physical nausea. Karen’s brother, a rogue and an outcast, questioned
Wahnschaffe and threatened him. He is surrounded by the offscourings
of the earth. Yet there he studies, sleeps in a dark hole on a shabby
sofa of leather--he the spoiled darling, the expectancy and rose of his
own class, the epicure and the allurer, the Adonis and Crœsus! Does my
voice seem to pierce your ears even from the pallor of this written
sheet? Is your inmost mind petrified? Then pray come here and be a
witness to this experiment in monasticism, this modern hermitage, this
sombre farce. Come, for perhaps we need you as one of the hearts that
once glowed for him. Perhaps eyes from the world of his old delights
will be the mirrors in which he will see himself, and find and recover
himself once more.
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