The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
He said he couldn’t describe it. She had looked about with a proud
astonishment and yet a twitching of fear about her mouth. She had
asked where the person was who had sent for her. On the moon, he had
answered. Then what was wanted of her? Why was the iron door locked?
Good reasons! Couldn’t she be told the reasons? What a voice she had
had, like a little silver bell ringing in her throat. The ear drank it
in like a wonderful liquor. There weren’t many reasons, he had said;
there was just one. She didn’t understand. He’d try to make it plain.
She had said she couldn’t think. Then he had taken her by the arm and
put his arm about her shoulder and her neck. She had cried out and
begun to tremble, run into a corner, and put out her hands to guard
herself. The candle-light had fallen straight into her face, which had
been like a white rose in the light of a flame. He had rushed toward
her, and she had taken refuge behind the table. She had cried for
mercy. He had laughed, laughed, utterly beside himself at the little
silver bell in her throat. What a woman! God, what a woman! A child
still, pure in every fibre, and a woman. It pierced him; it went into
his marrow. A man couldn’t let such a woman escape him if his next hour
were to be spent in hell-fire.
He had soothed her a bit and made pretty speeches and said she should
listen to him. She had been willing, and he had spoken. The table with
the candle had been between them--he in front of it, she behind it
against the wall. He had said there was a terrible necessity; no way
out--not for her and not for him. He was like one damned, and she must
redeem him. He was panting for her and withering away for her--for
her body and soul, blood and breath, and it had been predetermined
thus since the world began. He must be close to her and within her, or
the whole world would go mad and life burst with poison. He must have
her, whether she was willing or not, through kindness or force. God
couldn’t help her. There was a law that compelled them both, and the
hour had come. She might better yield herself, and give him the heaven
he was bound to have.
Thereupon she had whispered with a rigid expression: “No, never,
nevermore.”
He had gazed at her a long time.
From time to time, with a moist glance upward, she had whispered: “No,
never, nevermore.”
He had warned her to put away all hope. If she resisted, it would only
be the more fearful. And he had laid the knife on the table.
Christian moaned in his supreme pain as he heard this.
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