The Worst Joke in the WorldHolding, Elisabeth Sanxay
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The Worst Joke in the World
Holding, Elisabeth Sanxay
Families -- Fiction; Mothers-in-law -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Mrs. Champney envisaged her life as divided into epochs, each one with
its own significance and its own memories. There was her childhood,
there was her girlhood. There were the early days of her married life,
when she and her husband had been alone. There were the crowded and
anxious and wonderful years when her children had been little. There
was the beginning of her widowhood, overshadowed with anguish and
loneliness, yet with a dark beauty of its own. There was her tranquil
middle age, and there was her business life.
She had begun it on Tuesday, and this was Friday. It had lasted four
days, yet it seemed to her quite as long as all the years of her
youth. It seemed a lifetime in itself, in which she had acquired a new
and bitter wisdom.
The train stopped at her station, and, with a crowd of other
home-going commuters, Mrs. Champney got out and hurried up the steps
to the street, to catch a trolley car; but she was not quick enough.
By the time she got there the car was full, and she drew back and let
it go. She never was quick enough any more. She seemed to have been
transferred into a world of terrific speed and vigor, where she was
hopelessly outdistanced, hopelessly old and weary and slow.
She had thought, until this week, that she was a fairly intelligent
and energetic woman. She had even had her innocent little vanities;
but now, standing on the corner and looking after the car—
“I’m a silly, doddering old thing!” she said to herself, with a
trembling lip.
She remembered all the dreadful defeats and humiliations of the week.
She remembered how slow she had been about wrapping up things and
making change—how curt she had been with some of the wealthiest and
most important customers—how stupid she had been about understanding
the Polish and Italian women who brought in their work. She remembered
the weary patience of Miss Elliott, who managed the shop. Miss Elliott
was not more than twenty-eight, but she had been to Mrs. Champney like
a discouraged but long-suffering teacher with a very trying child.
“Doddering!” Mrs. Champney repeated.
She was alone on the corner. In this new world nobody waited for
anything. Those who, like herself, had missed the car, had at once set
off on foot; and Mrs. Champney decided to do so herself. It was less
than a mile—a pleasant walk in the soft April dusk.
This walk might have been specially designed by Miss Elliott to teach
Mrs. Champney another lesson; only it was a lesson that she had
already learned. She really needed no further demonstration of the
fact that she was fifty and utterly tired and miserable. It was
superfluous, it was cruel, and it made her angry. When she reached the
street where Robert’s little house stood, her heart was hot and bitter
with resentment.
“If they’d only let me alone!” she thought. “I don’t want any one to
speak to me or look at me. I know I’m unreasonable. I want to be
unreasonable. I want to be let alone!”
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