The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 3, April 1836) — John Shaqi
The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 3, April 1836)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 3, April 1836)
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College students' writings, American -- Connecticut -- New Haven -- Periodicals; Yale University -- Periodicals
‘The tread of the post horses down the gravelly slope which led
directly to the village, roused me from a lethargy I had fallen into,
and I sprang to the coach window like a madman. We were opposite the
village inn. The same old antiquated elm creaked before the door, and
the same old sign board flapped in the blast, and upon the high step
stones that led to the main body of the building, sat a human form.
A staff lay on the ground beside him--his ragged scrip was at his
feet--and his form was doubled up with age. I looked closely--God of
Heaven!--_it was my brother_.
‘But my cup was not yet full. We drew up at the inn door, and I heard
the guard rudely order the beggar from the spot, and curse him for
an idle mendicant. This was too much for my swollen heart to bear,
and leaping from the opposite side of the carriage, I took my way
forward alone. I came to the small hill which ran along by the side
of the village, from the top of which the immediate valley where lay
my father’s dwelling appeared in view; and as I paused there for a
moment, and memory ran over the thousand senseless objects that lay
around me with each of which I could associate a forgotten happiness,
I thought death a boon I could have prayed for. At that moment the
village school poured forth its groups of noisy and innocent children.
This was as it was wont to be--this seemed natural. But looking
nearer, I knew them not--they were strangers. Here and there I thought
I recognized a face I had once known, but it was transient and soon
passed--all was strange. A celebrated ‘Retreat for the Insane’ was
in our village, and reaching the summit of the hill I stood by its
walls. The door was closed but not fastened; and I know not why, but
an indefinable feeling led me to enter there. I know not but it was
the unbreathed wish of my heart to witness some spectacle of human
suffering--hoping thereby to lessen my own; perhaps I thought I might
soon make it my own dwelling, and I wanted to familiarize the objects
I should meet with;--but I entered. Seated upon the ground with
scarce a mat to cover them, was a lot of wretched beings busied as
their several dispositions prompted them. One was blowing bubbles--he
said he was maturing a system of astronomy, whereby Galileo should
be forgotten and the world profited. Another was heaping up sand,
and hoarding it in his bosom--he called it gold. A third it seemed
had been a lay preacher, and now and then he howled forth a torrent
of truth and error, interlarded with imprecations and blasphemies
the most horrid. And there was one there, a tall and handsome youth,
with eyes as black as midnight, and his brow drawn down into the
scowl of a demon--He said he was ANALYZING A HUMAN HEART. Sudden my
ears were saluted with loud and piercing shrieks that made my whole
frame shiver, and betwixt each scream I thought I recognized the
shrill echo of a lash as applied to the naked skin. Another--and an
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