The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I blush to confess it, but I invited Mr. Paraday that very day to
transcribe into the album one of his most characteristic passages. I
told him how I had got rid of the strange girl who had brought it--her
ominous name was Miss Hurter and she lived at an hotel; quite agreeing
with him moreover as to the wisdom of getting rid with equal promptitude
of the book itself. This was why I carried it to Albemarle Street no
later than on the morrow. I failed to find her at home, but she wrote to
me and I went again: she wanted so much to hear more about Neil Paraday.
I returned repeatedly, I may briefly declare, to supply her with this
information. She had been immensely taken, the more she thought of it,
with that idea of mine about the act of homage: it had ended by filling
her with a generous rapture. She positively desired to do something
sublime for him, though indeed I could see that, as this particular
flight was difficult, she appreciated the fact that my visits kept her
up. I had it on my conscience to keep her up; I neglected nothing that
would contribute to it, and her conception of our cherished author's
independence became at last as fine as his own conception. "Read him,
read him," I constantly repeated; while, seeking him in his works, she
represented herself as convinced that, according to my assurance, this
was the system that had, as she expressed it, weaned her. We read him
together when I could find time, and the generous creature's sacrifice
was fed by our conversation. There were twenty selfish women, about whom
I told her, who stirred her with a beautiful rage. Immediately after my
first visit her sister, Mrs. Milsom, came over from Paris, and the two
ladies began to present, as they called it, their letters. I thanked our
stars that none had been presented to Mr. Paraday. They received
invitations and dined out, and some of these occasions enabled Fanny
Hurter to perform, for consistency's sake, touching feats of submission.
Nothing indeed would now have induced her even to look at the object of
her admiration. Once, hearing his name announced at a party, she
instantly left the room by another door and then straightway quitted
the house. At another time, when I was at the opera with them (Mrs.
Milsom had invited me to their box) I attempted to point Mr. Paraday out
to her in the stalls. On this she asked her sister to change places with
her, and, while that lady devoured the great man through a powerful
glass, presented, all the rest of the evening, her inspired back to the
house. To torment her tenderly I pressed the glass upon her, telling her
how wonderfully near it brought our friend's handsome head. By way of
answer she simply looked at me in grave silence; on which I saw that
tears had gathered in her eyes. These tears, I may remark, produced an
effect on me of which the end is not yet. There was a moment when I felt
it my duty to mention them to Neil Paraday; but I was deterred by the
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