The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"Without ceasing. I only mention her as a single case. Do you want to
know how to show a superlative consideration? Simply avoid him."
"Avoid him?" she softly wailed.
"Don't force him to have to take account of you; admire him in silence,
cultivate him at a distance and secretly appropriate his message. Do you
want to know," I continued, warming to my idea, "how to perform an act
of homage really sublime?" Then as she hung on my words: "Succeed in
never seeing him!"
"Never?" she pathetically gasped.
"The more you get into his writings the less you'll want to; and you'll
be immensely sustained by the thought of the good you're doing him."
She looked at me without resentment or spite, and at the truth I had put
before her with candour, credulity and pity. I was afterwards happy to
remember that she must have recognised in my face the liveliness of my
interest in herself. "I think I see what you mean."
"Oh, I express it badly; but I should be delighted if you would let me
come to see you--to explain it better."
She made no response to this, and her thoughtful eyes fell on the big
album, on which she presently laid her hands as if to take it away. "I
did use to say out West that they might write a little less for
autographs (to all the great poets, you know) and study the thoughts and
style a little more."
"What do they care for the thoughts and style? They didn't even
understand you. I'm not sure," I added, "that I do myself, and I daresay
that you by no means make me out." She had got up to go, and though I
wanted her to succeed in not seeing Neil Paraday I wanted her also,
inconsequently, to remain in the house. I was at any rate far from
desiring to hustle her off. As Mrs. Weeks Wimbush, upstairs, was still
saving our friend in her own way, I asked my young lady to let me
briefly relate, in illustration of my point, the little incident of my
having gone down into the country for a profane purpose and been
converted on the spot to holiness. Sinking again into her chair to
listen, she showed a deep interest in the anecdote. Then, thinking it
over gravely, she exclaimed with her odd intonation:
"Yes, but you do see him!" I had to admit that this was the case; and I
was not so prepared with an effective attenuation as I could have
wished. She eased the situation off, however, by the charming quaintness
with which she finally said: "Well, I wouldn't want him to be lonely!"
This time she rose in earnest, but I persuaded her to let me keep the
album to show to Mr. Paraday. I assured her I would bring it back to her
myself. "Well, you'll find my address somewhere in it, on a paper!" she
sighed resignedly, as she took leave.
VIII
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