The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Then another eight or ten years passed, and now, in a water-side
public at Bordeaux, an obscure old pianist was playing Pair’s setting
of “Lavender’s blue,” and stirring a hundred bitter-sweet far-away
memories of my friend. It was as if fifteen years were erased from my
life. The face of Godelinette was palpable before me--pale, with its
sad little smile, its bright appealing eyes. Edmund might have been
smoking across the table--I could hear his voice, I could have put out
my hand and touched him. And all round me were the streets, the lights,
the smells, the busy youthful _va-et-vient_ of the Latin Quarter; and
in my heart the yearning, half joy and all despair and anguish, with
which we think of the old days when we were young, of how real and dear
they were, of how irrecoverable they are.
And then the music stopped, the Brasserie des Quatre Vents became a
glaring reality, and the painted female sipping _eau-de-vie_ at my
elbow remarked plaintively, “Tu n’es pas rigolo, toi. Vieux-tu faire
une valse?”
“I must speak to your musician,” I said. “Excuse me.”
He had played a bit of Pair’s music. It was one chance in a thousand,
but I wanted to ask him whether he could tell me anything about the
composer. So I penetrated to the bottom of the shop, and approached his
platform. He was bending over some sheets of music--making his next
selection, doubtless.
“I beg your pardon----” I began.
He turned towards me. You will not be surprised--I was looking into
Pair’s own face.
* * * * *
You will not be surprised, but you will imagine what it was for me.
Oh, yes, I recognised him instantly; there could be no mistake. And he
recognised me, for he flushed, and winced, and started back.
I suppose for a little while we were both of us speechless, speechless
and motionless, while our hearts stopped beating. By-and-by I think
I said--something had to be said to break the situation--I think I
said, “It’s you, Edmund?” I remember he fumbled with a sheet of music,
and kept his eyes bent on it, and muttered something inarticulate.
Then there was another speechless, helpless suspension. He continued
to fumble his music, without looking up. At last I remember saying,
through a sort of sickness and giddiness, “Let us get out of
here--where we can talk.”
“I can’t leave yet. I’ve got another dance,” he answered.
“Well, I’ll wait,” said I.
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