No. She remembered the dates. These were somewhat different. The
names of the regiments were the same, but the dates instead of days
in April and May gave days in the months of June and July. And the
numerals which at first had puzzled her were smaller. For instance,
among “Highland Regiments Foot” the numerals of which she remembered
particularly, instead of 120,000 she saw the numerals 42,000. It was
the same under other headings in the remainder of the items. Under
“shrapnel” there were changes, and under “artillery”----
She closed the packet in icy fingers, for the figures swam before her
eyes. They were all true--all the horrible things that she had thought
of Cyril! This was later and more accurate information--the exact
reason for which she did not pretend to understand--and was intended to
follow the previous message--perhaps to be used as a code in connection
with it. Cyril was---- Oh, the dishonor of it! And she had gone to
sleep almost ready to believe in him again--because he had let her burn
the other papers. What did it matter to him whether she burned the
papers when he had other messages to send and had committed to memory
the facts he had let her destroy? He had lied to her. He was false as
Judas and more dangerous, for now she knew that he was desperate as
well as cunning, stooping to any means, no matter how ignoble, to gain
his ends. She had been a mere bauble in his hands, a child upon whose
credulity he had played without scruple. He had used her, the woman he
had said he loved, for his own unworthy ends as he used Betty Heathcote
and her house. She was filled with shame for him and for herself, who
could love something shameful.
And John Rizzio! Rizzio, Cyril’s enemy, stood for England and right,
and she had permitted herself to see through Cyril’s eyes just as Cyril
had wanted her to see.
It seemed as she compared them that Rizzio’s nobility attained a firmer
contour. He had come to her room to save her from her own ignorance
and wilfulness, from committing a crime, the greatest of all crimes
against England. Rizzio knew what Cyril was and on her account had
refrained from giving Cyril up to the officers of the law, although
they were within call--even when he felt himself yielding to the fury
of Cyril’s superior physical strength. Not even the spirit of revenge
for the punishment Cyril had given him, not even the humiliation
he had suffered before her eyes had been enough to make him forget
his intention to save, if he could, for the woman who loved him, a
successful rival. And she, Doris, had stood by Cyril’s side warm in
Cyril’s cause, against the one man who held Cyril’s fate as the bearer
of treacherous messages, in his hand.
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