There was still danger in the air. The last words of the two men to
each other had been hidden threats of “other agencies,” whatever they
were, and she found herself praying in a whisper that the agency of
England, even if it meant Cyril’s danger, might conquer. O God! It
would have been better, it seemed, if the bullet at Saltham Rocks that
had grazed Cyril’s arm had killed him. That death would at least have
been free from the shame of that which awaited Captain Byfield.
She gazed with wide eyes at her guttering candle. She was wishing for
Cyril’s death! She shivered with pity for herself and for him and
huddled down in the bed, a very small, very miserable object, seeking
in vain some hope, some rest for her mind amid the torture of her
thoughts.
Suddenly she started up and sat clutching the yellow packet to her
breast, her gaze fixed on the door into Cyril’s room. Had she heard a
knock? Or was it only imagination? Yes. There it was again. She leaned
over hurriedly and blew out the candle and lay very still, her teeth
chattering with the cold, her body trembling. He was knocking again, a
little louder this time, and she heard his voice through the keyhole
whispering her name. She made no response and feigned sleep. He knocked
again still louder and she heard her name spoken quite distinctly. He
would awaken the house if this went on. When he knocked again she got
up and went over to the door.
“Doris!” he was saying.
She answered him.
“Will you open the door--just a crack?”
“No,” she whispered.
“I want to speak to you.”
“You cannot.”
“Please.”
“I’m listening. What do you want to say?”
“I’ve lost something--something that must have fallen from my pocket.”
She was silent.
And then in quick anxious tones:
“You didn’t see--anythin’--on the floor by the door?”
“No,” she lied, trembling. “I didn’t.”
She heard him mutter.
“You’re sure?” came his voice again.
“Yes.”
And then in dubious tones:
“Oh, very well then. Sorry to have troubled you. Good night.”
She didn’t reply and stole back through the darkness to her bed, into
which she crept, like some thin wraith of vengeance, biding her time.
Into bed, but not to sleep. She watched the moonlight grow pale into
the west and saw the first gray streaks of dawn paint the wooded slopes
of Ben Darrah across the valley of the Dorth. In pity for herself and
Cyril she watched the new day born, a new day, bleak and cheerless,
which seemed by its very aspect to pronounce a sentence upon them;
the new day which was to mark the passing of all the things growing
womanhood holds most dear, her first faith, her first tenderness, her
first passion.
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