The Yellow Flag: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Yates, Edmund
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The Yellow Flag: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Yates, Edmund
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How insultingly that man had spoken of her dead husband! Her dead
husband? Yes, Tom Durham was dead! She had long since ceased to have
any doubt on that point. There was no motive that she could divine for
his keeping himself in concealment, and she had for some time been
convinced that all he had said to her was true, and that his plan of
action was genuine, but that he had been drowned in attempting to
carry it out. Where was the anguish that six months ago she would have
experienced in acknowledging the truth of this conviction? Why does
the idea of Tom Durham's death now come to her with an actual sense of
relief? Throughout her life, Pauline, however false to others, had
been inexorably true to herself; and that she now feels not merely
relief but pleasure in believing Tom Durham to be dead, she frankly
acknowledges.
Whence this apparently inexplicable alteration in her ideas? She must
have been fond of Tom Durham; for had she not toiled for him and
suffered for his sake? How is it, then, that she could bring herself
to think of his death with something more than calmness? Because
she loved another man, whom to win would be life, redemption,
rehabilitation; to keep whom in ignorance of the contamination of the
past she would do or suffer anything! There was but one way in which
that past could be learned, and that was through Wetter. He alone held
the key to that mystery, and to him, therefore, must the utmost court
be paid--his will must be made her law. Stay, though! If Monsieur
Wetter's projects are as base as she is half inclined to suspect them,
by aiding them in ever so little, even by keeping silence about her
suspicions, she betrays Martin's confidence and injures some of his
best feelings!
What a terrible dilemma for her to be placed in! In that household
where she has accepted a position of trust, and is accredited by
Martin as Alice's guardian. In that position it was her duty to shield
the young girl in every possible way, and not even to have permitted
such a person as she believed Monsieur Wetter to be to have been
introduced into the house. Being herself the actual means of
introducing him, had she not virtually betrayed the trust reposed in
her? and yet--and yet! Let her once set this man at defiance, and he
would not scruple to utter words which would have the effect of
exiling her from the house, and taking from her every chance of seeing
the man for whom alone in the world she had a gentle feeling. A word
from Wetter would be sufficient to annihilate the fairy palace of hope
which during the last few days she had been building, and to send her
forth a greater outcast than ever upon the world!
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