The Yellow Flag: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Yates, Edmund
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The Yellow Flag: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Yates, Edmund
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No, that could not be expected of her; it would be too much! The
glimpse of happiness which she had recently enjoyed, unsubstantial
though it was--a mere figment of her own brain, a dream, a
delusion--had yet so far impressed her, that she could not willingly
bring herself to part with it; nor, as she felt after more mature
reflection, was there any necessity for her so doing. She might safely
temporise; the occasion when she would be called upon to act
decisively was not imminent; the performers were only just placed _en
scène_, and there could be no possible chance of a catastrophe for
some time to come. There was very little chance that Alice Claxton,
modest and retiring, filled with the memories of her 'dear old John,'
to whom she was always referring, would be disposed to accept the
proferred attention of such a man as Monsieur Wetter. Whether Monsieur
Wetter succeeded or not with Alice would entirely depend upon himself.
He could not possibly know anything of her former life, and could
therefore bring no undue influence to bear in his favour; and Pauline
thought, even suppose, as was most likely, that Alice repulsed him, he
could not turn round upon her. She had done her best; she had given
him the introduction he required; and if he did not prosper in his
suit no blame could be attached to her. Matters must remain so, she
thought, and she would wait the result with patience.
And Martin Gurwood, the man for whom alone in the world she had a
gentle feeling, the man whom she loved--yes, whom she loved! She was
not ashamed, but rather proud to acknowledge it to herself; the man
with the shy retiring manner, the delicate appearance, the soft voice,
so different from all the other men with whom her lot in life had
thrown her--the very atmosphere seemed to change as she thought of
him. How well she recollected her first introduction to him in the
grim house in Great Walpole-street, and the distrust, almost amounting
to dislike, with which she had regarded him! She had intended pitting
herself against him then; she would now be only too delighted for the
opportunity of showing him how faithfully she could serve him.
Distrust! Ay, she remembered the suspicion she had entertained, that
there was a secret on his mind which he kept hidden from the world.
She thought so still. It pleased her to think so; for in her, with all
her realism and practical business purpose, there was a strong dash of
superstition and imagination, and that unconscious link between them,
the fact that they each had something to conceal, seemed to afford her
ground for hope.
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