This FreedomHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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This Freedom
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
“You know how Benji loves to have you home, Doda. Benji simply lives for
you. I’ve never known a brother so devoted. You ought to think of Benji
sometimes, Doda.”
“Well, I can’t be always thinking of Benji. I’m surely entitled to be
with my own friends sometimes. I don’t ask Benji to be devoted to me.”
She’s strangely given to expressions like that: “I didn’t ask
for”--whatever circumstance or obligation it might be that was irksome
to her. “Not traditions--precedents!” The watchword of the school was
strangely to be traced in her attitude, still in her childish years,
towards a hundred commonplaces of the daily life. She was always
curiously older than her years. She seemed to have a natural bent
away from traditionally childish things and towards attractions not
associated with childhood. She did excellently well at the school. She
was, her reports said, uncommonly quick and vivid at her lessons.
She was always in a form above her years. Her friends, while she was
smallish, were always the elder girls, and the elder girls gave her
welcome place among them. “Perhaps a shade precocious,” wrote the lady
principal in one of the laconic, penetrating sentences with which, above
her signature, each girl’s report was terminated: and, in a later term,
“Has ‘Forward!’ for her banner, but should remember ‘not too fast’.”
“Gripes! I know what she’s referring to,” said Doda, seeing it, and
laughed, obviously flattered.
“Your expressions, Doda!”
“Huggo uses it.”
“They’re wretched even in Huggo. But Huggo’s a boy. You’re a girl.”
“Well, mother, I didn’t ask to be a girl.”
“Doda, that’s merely silly.”
“A lot of us say it, that’s all I know.”
“Then, darling, a lot of you are silly.”
“Oh, I shall be glad when next week I go to the Fergussons. It is dull.”
Look, there she is. She’s sixteen. She’s beautiful. She’s pretty as
a picture, and she knows she is. She’s grown out of the rather early
fullness of figure that had been hers. She’s slim and tall and straight
and supple and slender as a willow wand. If she had her hair up and her
skirts lengthened (skirts then were only starting on their diminution
to the knees), she’d pass for twenty anywhere, and a twenty singularly
attractive, curiously self-possessed, strikingly suggestive in her pale
and beautiful countenance, and in an alternating sleepiness and glinting
in her eyes; strikingly suggestive of, well, strikingly suggestive
according to the predilictions and the principles of the beholder.
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