dissatisfaction?´ `None, none.´ `What is it then?´ `My uselessness. I have
nothing left. I am no longer good at anything. His ambition. He has always
been ambitious. The loss of my health, of my beauty, I have suffered so much
and am so tired; boredom, weariness.´ `We cease to be lovers, but remain
friends.´ `I have become an unbearable object; my presence weighs on him, the
sight of me troubles and offends him. If you only knew what he said to me!
Yes, monsieur, he told me that if he was condemned to spend twenty-four hours
with me he would throw himself from the window.´ `But this aversion is not
the work of a moment.´ `What do I know? He is by nature so scornful! so
uncaring! so cold! It is difficult to see into the depths of his heart! and
it is so awful to read his death sentence! He pronounced it to me, and with
such harshness!´ `I cannot imagine anything like that.´ `I have a favor to
ask of you, and that is why I came here: will you grant it to me?´ `Anything
you ask.´ `Listen. He respects you; you know what he owes me. Perhaps he will
not be embarrassed to show his true self to you. No, I do not think he would
have his guard up. I am only a woman, and you are a man. A kind, honest and
just man inspires respect. You will inspire respect in him. Give me your
hands, do not say no; accompany me over to his house. I want to speak to him
with you there. Who knows what effect my pain and your presence will have on
him. You will accompany me?´ `Willingly.´ `Let us go...´
--I am worried that her pain and presence will leave things exactly as they
are. Contempt! Contempt is a terrible thing in a relationship, and for a
woman!...
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