His heart was beating fast, and there was a strange sense of oppression
as he loosed the reins of his imagination for a moment; but the next, as
he turned to gaze at the innocent, happy, unruffled face, so healthful
and sweet, with the limpid grey eyes ready to meet his own so frankly,
the calm came, and he felt that he could ask no greater joy than to live
that peaceful life for ever at her side.
It would be hard to tell how it happened. They strolled about the
garden till Millicent laughingly said that it would be like trespassing
on her father's _carte blanche_ to cut more flowers, and then they went
through the open French window into the drawing-room, where he sat near
her, as if intoxicated by the sweetness of her voice, while she talked
to him in unrestrained freedom of her happy, contented life, and bade
him not to think he need be ceremonious there.
Yes, it would be hard to tell how it happened. There was one grand
stillness without, as if the ardent sunshine had drunk up all sound but
the dull, heavy throb of his heart, and the music of that sweet voice
which now lulled him to a sense of delicious repose, now made every
nerve and vein tingle with a joy he had never before known.
It had been a mystery to him in his student life. Books had been his
world, and ambition to win a scholarly fame his care. Now it had by
degrees dawned upon him that there was another, a greater love than
that, transcending it so that all that had gone before seemed pitiful
and small. He had met her, her voice would be part of his life from
henceforth, and at last--how it came about he could not have told--he
was standing at her side, holding her hands firmly in his own, and
saying in low and eager tones that trembled with emotion:
"Millicent, I love you--my love--my love!"
For a few moments Millicent Luttrell stood motionless, gazing
wonderingly at her companion as he bent down over her hands and pressed
his lips upon them.
Then, snatching them away, her soft creamy face turned to scarlet with
indignation, but only for this to fade as she met his eyes, and read
there the earnest look he gave her, and his act from that moment ceased
to be the insult she thought at first.
"Miss Luttrell!" he said.
"Hush! don't speak to me," she cried.
He took a step forward, but she waved him back, and for a few moments
sobbed passionately, struggling hard the while to master her emotion.
"Have I offended you?" he panted. "Dear Millicent, listen to me. What
have I done?"
"Hush!" she cried. "It is all a terrible mistake. What have _I_ done?"
There was a pause, and the deep silence seemed to be filled now with
strange noises. There was a painful throbbing of the heart, a singing
in the ears, and life was all changed as Millicent at last mastered her
emotion, and her voice seemed to come to the listener softened and full
of pity as if spoken by one upon some far-off shore, so calm, so grave
and slow, so impassionately the words fell upon his ear.
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