Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“Indeed it is not that I know much,” said the little man. “On the
contrary I am the most ignorant person of my acquaintance. You would be
astonished to discover what I don’t know. But the thing is that I know
what is worth knowing. Yet I get not a crumb more than my daily bread
by it--I mean the bread by which the inner man lives. The man who gives
himself to making money, will seldom fail of becoming a rich man; and it
would be hard if a man who gave himself to find wherewithal to still the
deepest cravings of his best self, should not be able to find that
bread of life. I tried to make a little money by book-selling once: I
failed--not to pay my debts, but to make the money; I could not go into
it heartily, or give it thought enough, so it was all right I should not
succeed; but what I did and do make my object, does not disappoint me.
“My ancestors, as my name indicates, were of and in Cornwall, where they
held large property. Forgive the seeming boast--it is but fact, and can
reflect little enough on one like me. Scorn and pain mingled with mighty
hope is a grand prescription for weaning the heart from the judgments
and aspirations of this world. Later ancestors were, not many
generations ago, the proprietors of this very property of Osterfield,
which the uncle of the present Lord de Barre bought, and to which I,
their descendant, am gate-keeper. What with gambling, drinking, and
worse, they deserved to lose it. The results of their lawlessness are
ours: we are what and where you see us. With the inherited poison, the
Father gave the antidote. Rachel, my child, am I not right when I say
that you thank God with me for having THUS visited the iniquities of the
fathers upon the children?”
“I do, uncle; you know I do--from the bottom of my heart,” replied
Rachel in a low tender voice.
A great solemnity came upon the spirit of Wingfold, and for a moment he
felt as if he sat wrapt in a cloud of sacred marvel, beyond and around
which lay a gulf of music too perfect to touch his sense. But presently
Polwarth resumed:
“My father was in appearance a remarkably fine man, tall and stately. Of
him I have little to say. If he did not do well, my grandfather must be
censured first. He had a sister very like Rachel here. Poor Aunt Lottie!
She was not so happy as my little one. My brothers were all fine men
like himself, yet they all died young except my brother Robert. He too
is dead now, thank God, and I trust he is in peace. I had almost begun
to fear with himself that he would never die. And yet he was but fifty.
He left me my Rachel with her twenty pounds a year. I have thirty of
my own, and this cottage we have rent-free for attending to the gate.
I shall tell you more about my brother some day. There are none of the
family left now but myself and Rachel. God in his mercy is about to let
it cease.
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