"But bring me back my little ring from out the deep blue sea," sounded
behind the wall. Then the inspector laughed aloud and the singer chimed
in merrily from the kitchen. Then, however, she was silent. Ilya felt
her nearness, but dared not turn round to look, though he knew his room
door was open. He gave the rein to his thoughts, and stood motionless,
feeling himself deserted.
The tree-tops in the garden shivered, and Lunev felt as though he had
left the ground, and were floating out there in the cold twilight.
"Ilya Jakovlevitch, will you have your tea?"
"No," answered Ilya.
The solemn note of a bell resounded through the air. The deep tone made
the window panes quiver. Ilya crossed himself, remembered that it was
long since he had been to church, and seized the occasion to get away
from the house.
"I'm going to evening service," he called as he went out.
Tatiana stood in the doorway, her hands against the door-posts, and
looked curiously at him. Her inquiring glance confused Ilya, and as if
excusing himself, he said:
"I haven't been to church for ever so long."
"Very well. I'll get the samovar ready by nine o'clock," she replied.
As he went, Lunev thought of young Ananyin. He knew the man; he was
a rich young merchant, partner in fish business--Ananyin Brothers--a
thin, fair young man, with a pale face and blue eyes. He had but
recently come to the town and lived there at a great pace.
"That is really living," thought Ilya bitterly, "like a rich young man
does--hardly out of the nest before he gets a mate for himself."
He entered the church in a discontented mood, and chose a dark corner,
where lay the ladder to light the chandeliers.
"O Lord, have mercy!" came from the left-hand choir. A choir boy sang
with a shrill, unpleasing voice, and could not keep in tune with
the hoarse, deep bass voice of the precentor. The lack of harmony
embittered Ilya's mood still further, and roused a desire in him to
seize the boy by the ears. The heating stove made the corner very hot,
it smelt of burning rags. An old woman in a fur jacket, came up to him
and said, grumbling:
"You're not in your right place, sir."
Ilya looked at the fox tails adorning the collar of her jacket, and
went to one side silently, thinking: "Even in the church there's a
special place for us."
It was the first time he had been to church since the murder of
Poluektov, and when he remembered this, involuntarily he shuddered. He
thought of his guilt and forgot everything else, though the idea no
longer terrified him, but only filled him with sorrow and heaviness of
soul.
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