Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Berger had seated himself on the low stump of a tree, and Oswald lay
down close by him on the thick heather. In this silence of the forest,
which reminded him so forcibly of the woods of Berkow and Grenwitz, and
of the painfully sweet days he had spent there, he felt that
irrepressible impulse to speak which at times overcomes us all of a
sudden. As the Catholic is moved to whisper his deep-hidden secrets
into the ear of the priest, his personified conscience, so Oswald felt
impelled to confess to the unhappy man by his side, in whom he had ever
seen another self, all that he had experienced, tried to obtain,
suffered and sinned, during these last eventful, fatal months. He did
not think of Doctor Birkenhain's suggestion to interest Berger by all
means at his command in his own fate, and thus to play the part of the
physician to his patient. Was he not a very sick patient himself? But,
whatever might agitate his heart--the man by his side had suffered
worse things; what, he hardly dared confess to himself--the man who was
wandering with lowered head in the dark labyrinth of his soul, and
could find no way to light, he could hear all, all. And thus he told
him, first hesitatingly, then with animation, with passionate
excitement, all he had to tell: his love of Melitta, his love of Helen,
his friendship for Bruno, and how jealousy and sickness of heart had
robbed him of the one, and strange circumstances and death of the
other.
Berger had listened in silence, supporting his chin in his hand, and
looking with his large eyes fixedly at the distance, without once
interrupting Oswald. At last, when the young man wound up with the
painful complaint "Why did you send me into this troublesome world? Why
did you let me wander about so long in this darkness?" Berger raised
his head, turned his eyes towards him, and said slowly, thoughtfully,
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