Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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Berger had uttered the last words with a suddenly-sinking voice, as if
he were speaking to himself. He paid no further attention to the young
man, who was standing there, hat in hand, with an indescribably sad
face. Nor did he seem to notice Oswald, who followed him silently, and
most painfully affected by the touching scene.
Berger apparently felt what was going on in his companion's heart, for
they had left the gate which was opened to them without delay, and
found themselves on the turnpike, which followed first one bank, and
then, after crossing the river on a bridge, the opposite bank, rising
higher and higher into the mountains. He suddenly broke his silence and
said,
"You are wondering why I did not treat the poor fellow more tenderly,
instead of destroying so rudely his absurd illusions? This apparent
cruelty was in reality a great kindness."
"Who is the unfortunate man?"
"A Count Mattan, from our country. He has spent during the last few
years a fortune of half a million in senseless extravagance. Now he
hopes for the fabulous emperor, who is to restore to him all his
losses."
"But if your robbing the young man of his last consolation should
deprive him of the last feeble remnant of sense----"
"You speak like Doctor Birkenhain. It makes me laugh to see how these
optimists blindly try to arrest the power which drives man irresistibly
into destruction, like children who try to stop a river with their
little hands. My study here is the observation of this peculiar
struggle, which would be grand if it were not so ludicrous. These
doctors move in the dark, as if they were playing blindman's buff, and
think they have cured the disease when they have gotten rid of the
symptoms. They do not know, they do not even suspect, that life itself
is the shoe that pinches, the garment of Nessus which burns our living
body--and that to pull off this shoe, to throw away the garment, is not
only the best but the only remedy by which we can escape the
wretchedness of existence."
They had left the highroad and reached a clearing in the forest, which
was thickly overgrown with moss and heather. Before them was a view
over the tops of pine trees into the plain from which they had
ascended, and far into the land of hills; behind them the forest
extended upwards. It was quiet, perfectly quiet, around them. Long
white gossamer floated through the thin, clear air. The flowers were
gone; the birds had forgotten their songs, the locusts their chirping;
summer itself had died, and Nature sat in silent grief by the corpse.
Even the autumnal sunshine had something sad in it, like a widow's
smile; the blue of the sky was sickly, like the tearful eye of a
mourner.
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