Through Night to Light: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Through Night to Light: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
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"If ever man succeeded in replacing a mother to an orphaned, motherless
child, my father solved that problem. When I was a little child, he
sang and talked me to sleep; when I was sick, he watched day and night
by the side of my little bed; he sat by me in the garret window and
blew alternately with me bright soap-bubbles from a little clay pipe
into the air; he taught me the alphabet and to make ships from the
bark of trees; he made me learn the first Latin words, and taught me to
swim and to skate; he gave me the first lessons in Greek, and in
pistol-shooting and fencing. I had no other friend but him, until I
went to the University."
"He was a strange, unfathomable man, even so far as his outer
appearance was concerned. Imagine a figure of dwarfish size, but
exceedingly well proportioned, very agile and active, dressed in winter
and summer, early and late, invariably in a worn-out black dress-coat,
black shorts, black stockings, and shoes with large buckles, walking in
sunshine or rain, always hat in hand, through the streets of the city.
Imagine this figure ending in a disproportionately large head, with a
well-set brow, bald on the temples, beneath which a pair of sharp eyes
sent out flashes of lightning, and a face which, though fine and sharp
of outline, either had never known how to laugh or forgotten how to do
it for long, long years. This was the figure of my father, the Old
Candidate, as he was called in W---- by everybody, even the boys in the
street, with whom I had many a battle royal, when they dared to laugh
at the old gentleman's appearance.
"The nickname, besides, had no application to my father, if I except
the word Old. He had never in his life been a candidate for any office,
clerical or political, as far as I know, and, in spite of his enormous
erudition, he would not have been fit for any office, for his
eccentricity and odd disposition would have made it impossible for him
to fulfil his duties.
"In later years I have often and often tried in vain to find out what
bitter experience of life, what sad misfortunes, could have changed my
father into such an odd character. He was a hypochondriac and a
misanthrope at once, who avoided most carefully every contact with the
world, and who, therefore, was as carefully let alone by everybody
else. Those who claimed to be men of refinement and religious
convictions called him a cynic because he had emancipated himself from
all social obligations; and an atheist, because he never appeared at
church. The superstitious rabble crossed themselves when they saw him,
as if he were standing in nearer relations to the Evil One than was
proper for a good Christian. If he had lived two hundred years sooner,
they would no doubt have burnt him as a sorcerer or a magician.
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