Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
Summer vacation brought almost unbelievable happiness, a magnetic
appeal akin to freedom, for I was generally allowed to spend time as I
wished. I seldom encountered schoolmates, and if there was a
rendezvous, it was never brought about by my doing. It was far more
convenient to call upon my two neighborhood friends, or to simply amuse
myself.
Summer was not complete bliss, however, for yearly it brought a dreaded
horror to life...camp! My first encounter following Kindergarten...Day
Camp. I was terrified upon discovering that I was to exist amid a mob
of virtual barbarians for the better part of each weekday. This lasted
for but two weeks, yet it seemed an eternity. Each morning I boarded a
school bus brimming with children to then endure a jostling, thirty
minute ride to the location of the camp itself. Once there, we were to
join our assigned group and the daily activities would commence. There
were art projects, games, competition, hikes and swimming lessons.
Many activities would have been quite pleasing had I been in the
company of friends. However, shyness had no place at camp, and I felt
constantly ill at ease.
An additional undesirable factor possessed the name "Betsy." In
effect, Betsy was the group bully, resembling, ironically, the
"Peanuts" character "Lucy" in both form and personality. On one of her
particularly shining moments, she told me and another equally shy girl
that she would make us sleep overnight in the boys' tent on the last
night. Needless to say, we were scared silly although the threat could
never have materialized.
Another camp, owned and operated by the Girl Scouts, was also a source
of much summertime duress, although I recall very little about this
camp other than the fact that the homeward-bound bus was a welcome
sight.
The final camp to which I was sent for a week's time during two
consecutive summers, was a King's Daughters Camp. I never relished the
idea of rooming with people I did not know, yet here I was obliged to
do so. Again, the camp was regimented into various activity schedules
to which each camper was to adhere.
I was friendly, but not outgoing and confident, and as time crept by at
a snail's pace, I became more and more hounded by loneliness. I wrote
my family many postcards lamenting my undesirable situation, but time
thus spent only seemed to make the problem worse.
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Chapter 2
My Brothers
CHAPTER TWO
My Brothers
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