Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancerIsaacson, Lauren Ann
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Through These Eyes: The courageous struggle to find meaning in a life stressed with cancer
Isaacson, Lauren Ann
Cancer -- Patients -- Biography; Isaacson, Lauren Ann, 1961-1986
We were enthusiastic. $20 per day or $120 per week bought a basement
level, two room, paneled unit, complete with garage-sale dishes and
pans. The toilet was elevated on a step to assure that it would flush.
It also boasted a relic radio and a T.V. with poor reception. The
best things about the place, though, were the river which rushed
several yards from our door and the ability to procure frozen pizzas
from the friendly owner, Marion. After a day of rigorous hiking, I
would ask Marion to heat a pizza and she and I would talk until the
pizza was ready.
I felt sorry for Marion. She was a widow who tried to keep the motel
intact for her guests despite rising costs and the continual threat of
delapidation. The place was in disrepair, but having little help,
change was more of a dream than a possibility. She had endured
hardship in life; she looked poor, but with dignity, not despair.
Marion accepted things in a manner which encouraged trust, making
herself welcome company and her motel a homey place to stay. On one
visit, I happened to mention that Norm was my brother. She accepted my
statement with unparalleled grace, although it was obvious by the
glimmer in her eyes that she did not believe a word; she had seen too
much to swallow that story. Having nothing to hide or defend, I let
her believe what she would. With or without proof, one believes what
he wants to believe.
"That's it!" Relieved of our luggage, the trunk appeared to have been
disemboweled. I slammed the lid and turned around to see one of the
other guests intercept Norm as he strode toward the car. "Hi, there,"
the man bellowed. "See you've got a Dodge Dart, too. Got two of 'em
at home. Darn things just won't wear out... " Within the passage of
five minutes we knew more about him than either of us cared to know.
And we hadn't even asked.
"Come here every year," he stated. We also learned the man delivered
mail for his bread and butter; he was married and had kids. There was
something very unpleasant about the man, apart from his obnoxious flow
of conversation. He was the type of person who was oblivious to his
own abhorrant characteristics, a man who would drown his victim
unwittingly and not realize that he had died.
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