His earliest tics--simple facial grimaces and movements of the
head--made their appearance when he was eleven years old;
notwithstanding, his recollection of their mode of onset is very exact.
I have always been conscious of a predilection for imitation. A
curious gesture or bizarre attitude affected by any one was the
immediate signal for an attempt on my part at its reproduction, and
is still. Similarly with words or phrases, pronunciation or
intonation, I was quick to mimic any peculiarity.
When I was thirteen years old I remember seeing a man with a droll
grimace of eyes and mouth, and from that moment I gave myself no
respite until I could imitate it accurately. The rehearsals were
not prolonged, as a matter of fact, and the upshot was that for
several months I kept repeating the old gentleman's grimace
involuntarily. I had, in short, begun to tic.
In my fifteenth year I was at school with two boys whose hair was
rather long, and who had acquired the habit of tossing it back by
an abrupt shake of the head. It is true I cannot recollect
endeavouring to ape this, but in any case it was at the same time
that I found myself exhibiting an identical gesture, and I have
little doubt it is the source of one of the tics from which I
suffer at present.
I enlisted at the commencement of hostilities in 1870, and had
already begun my military instruction, when a personal review of
the company was made by a new colonel. As he passed he came to a
sudden halt before me, and proceeded to harangue me on my far from
military bearing; but his invective had no other effect than to
aggravate my facial contortions, and the affair might have proved
serious enough for me had not my captain come to the rescue and
explained the involuntary nature of the spasms. The colonel,
however, would have none of them and after a fortnight's sojourn in
hospital I was discharged for "choreic movements of the face."
O.'s tics were at the first confined to the eyes and lips, but others
were not long in appearing. He happened to be out one day for a walk
with his sister during a snowstorm, and a flake entering his nostril
made him sneeze and sniff half a dozen times. Long after the snow had
ceased falling and the tickling sensation had vanished he repeated the
performance, till it passed into a sniffing tic that continued for some
months. His sister thoughtlessly set herself to mimic him, and speedily
evolved an identical tic, which still persists.
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