Last year I gathered the flowers of home with my own dear mother, and
shared them with May, by laying them on her grave.
To-day, all things have been entirely new and strange; but while I
celebrate it on the wild boundless plains of Nebraska, yet almost
untouched by the hand of man, dear father and mother are visiting the
favorite mossy log, the spring in the wood, and the moss covered rocks
where we children played at "house-keeping," and in my name, will
gather and put to press leaves and flowers for me. Ah! yes! and are so
lonely thinking of their daughter so far away.
The sweetest flower gathered in all the years was Myrtle--sister
Maggie's oldest child--who came to me for a May-flower in '76.
But while the flowers bloomed for my gathering in '81, the grass was
growing green upon her grave. And I know sister will not forget to
gather and place on the sacred mound, "Auntie Pet's" tribute of love.
Thus it is with a mingling of pleasures and pains, of smiles and tears
that I am queen of my maying, with no brighter eyes to usurp my crown,
for it is all my own day and of all the days of the year the dearest to
me.
"I think, Mr. Newell, we can live _good_ lives and yet not make the
_most_ of life; our lives need crowding with much that is good and
useful; and this is only the crowding in of a day that is very good and
useful to me. For on this day I retrospect the past, and think of the
hopes that bloomed and faded with the flowers of other years, and
prospect the future, and wonder what will the harvest be that is now
budding with the leaves for me and which I alone must garner."
After a last look at the wide, wide country, that in a few years will
be fully occupied with the busy children of earth, we left "Stone
Butte," carrying from its stony, grassy sides and top many curious
mementos of our May-day in Nebraska.
Then I went farther north-west to visit the home of a "squaw man"--the
term used for Indians who cannot endure the torture of the sun dance,
and also white men that marry Indian maidens. On our way we passed a
neatly built sod house, in which two young men lived who had lately
come from Delaware, and were engaged in stock-raising, and enjoyed the
life because they were doing well, as one of them remarked to Mr. N. I
tell these little things that those who do not already know, may
understand how Nebraska is populated with people from everywhere.
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