“That’s right, Cap’n,” cried Peg. “You jes’ stomp on him hard an’
proper. You git th’ upper han’ o’ him b’fore he grows too big and
hefty, an’ bimeby he won’t bother you.”
“Peg,” said Jimmy, after a period devoted to reflection, “the Hon’rable
Stephen Jarvis is in our house.”
“Dear me! You don’t say so!” ejaculated Peg, with a frightened start.
“He makes Barb’ra cry,” said Jimmy, scowling fiercely. “I wanted to
stay an’ keep him f’om doin’ it; but Barb’ra said for me to come out
here and see you. I’d like to stomp on him—hard!”
The subject of these dubious comments and conjectures, more ill at ease
than his worst enemy had ever hoped to see him, sat in the dull light
of the rainy afternoon, looking at Barbara Preston with new eyes: to
wit, the eyes of a man.
“I suppose,” the girl said steadily, “you have come to tell me that you
will foreclose the mortgage.” She gripped her hands close in her lap.
“No,” said Stephen Jarvis, “that was not my intention. As I have
already informed you, the mortgage will foreclose itself, when the time
comes.”
He stopped short and narrowed his lids frowningly.
“I have been thinking about you,” he said harshly, “since you left me
so abruptly yesterday. Why did you do it? And yet, I am glad, on the
whole, that you did. I want to tell you that I stood in my library door
and witnessed my housekeeper’s dismissal of you from my house. Her own
followed without delay.”
“I am sorry,” Barbara told him mechanically. She was noticing dazedly
that Jarvis was dressed as she had occasionally seen him in church, and
that his gloves and linen were quite fresh and immaculate.
“Why should you be sorry?” he demanded with a straight look at her.
“I—why, I think I should be sorry for any woman who had lost what she
wanted to keep,” Barbara answered. “If you discharged her because I——”
“You were not primarily the cause of her dismissal,” he said coolly. “I
had already told you that I was tired of seeing the woman about.”
He was silent for a long time, gazing frowningly at the floor.
Suddenly he looked up and, meeting Barbara’s astonished and somewhat
indignant eyes, held them steadily with his own.
“You are wondering why I came here to-day. You are afraid of me, and
you doubtless fancy with the rest of the world that you—dislike me
exceedingly.”
Barbara opened her lips to reply.
“Don’t take the trouble to deny it,” he went on, with a faint sneer.
“I know what most people think of me, perhaps with reason. But I
am myself, not another; and so far, fear—dislike have seemed to me
unavoidable.” Again his rigid lips relaxed into something like a smile,
and he looked questioningly at the girl.
“It ought to be easy,” she said uncertainly, “to make people like you.
You might——”
“I know what you are thinking of,” he interrupted rudely. “But it
wouldn’t do. People fear and hate a hard man; they despise a fool. I
refuse to be despised.”
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