“Who holds your mortgage, anyhow?” he asked indignantly. “I sh’d think
most anybody’d be ashamed o’ themselves t’ drive a nice young woman
like you to——”
“If I can realize enough money to pay what I owe I shall be—glad,” the
girl said. “I am obliged to work hard anyway. My plan will pay, if it
succeeds; don’t you see it will?”
“W’y, yes; I see all right. I don’t b’lieve you c’n work it, though,”
was Mr. Bellows’ opinion.
Barbara did not explain her intentions further. She requested Mr.
Bellows to say nothing of what had passed between them, and this he
readily promised.
“‘Tain’t a matter t’ make common talk of,” he agreed, with a dubious
shake of the head. “The’s folks that might not ketch the right idee.
Sellin’ a pretty girl at auction ’ud draw a crowd all right; but I’d
advise you t’ let me use my jedgment ’bout biddin’ ye in, if it’s
necessary.”
IX
AS a man thinketh in his heart, so is that man, was the Nazarene’s
succinct announcement of a law as ancient and immutable as the
correlated principles which govern gravity and motion. From the
beginning of things visible, when the thoughts of the great I Am
first began to fashion new and strange creations out of the whirling
fire mist, until now, the thoughts of a God—of a man, continually and
inevitably mould his appearance and the circumstances of his existence.
As there can be no question as to the reality of this fundamental
principle at the root of all phenomena, so there can be no evasion of
its action and effect.
Stephen Jarvis, having successfully achieved wealth by a constant
and unremitting application of his powerful ego to the thoughts of
money-getting by any and all means, looked the part. No man can do
otherwise. Having chosen his rôle, he proceeds to a make-up more
skilful and complete than can be conceived by the bungler in the
actor’s dressing-room. Upon the plastic mask of the body his thoughts
etch themselves, his habits paint themselves, his character blazons
itself, till at middle age, he cannot longer hide himself from the
observant eye of the world. He is, in appearance, in reality, what his
thoughts have made him.
If it be possible to imagine the havoc which the oft-quoted bull in the
china shop would create by a sudden and unpremeditated use of his brute
force, one may, perhaps, conceive of the inward tumult, the confusion,
the very real loss, and consequent anguish entailed upon a man like
Jarvis by the sudden invasion of a genuine passion.
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