And if there were tears in her eyes they were less for him than for
herself. She was thinking of another man who had told her how greatly he
needed her and how her coming had filled his life with sunshine, of
another man whose whole relation to her had been a lie.
It was like Larry to take her emotion and her kindness as evidence of
her special interest in him, just as it had been characteristic of him a
few days before to jump to the conclusion that her worry was on his
account. He was a debonair young fellow, picturesque and good-looking.
Nor did Ruth resent it that he claimed it as a privilege of his
invalidism to pass into immediate friendship with her. His open
admiration of her was balm to the sick heart of the girl.
In the days that followed Rowan caught only glimpses of his wife. She
was never up now in time for his early breakfast. All day he was away,
and she contrived to be busy with her patient while Mrs. Stovall served
his supper.
Whenever they did meet Ruth incased herself instantly in a still white
armour of reserve. She treated him to no more of her winsome vagaries,
never now mocked him with her dear impudence. He noticed that she never
called him by name and that her manner was one of formal politeness. In
his presence her joy was struck dead.
A less sensitive man might have come to grips with her and fought the
thing out. Once or twice Rowan tried in a halting fashion to discover
the cause of the change in her, but she made it plain to him that she
would not discuss the matter. At the bottom of his heart he had no doubt
as to the reason. She had found out that his ways were not hers. He held
no resentment. It was natural that her eager youth should weary of the
humdrum life he offered.
Sometimes, as he passed Silcott’s room, Rowan heard the gay laughter of
the young people. Later, when Larry was strong enough, McCoy met them
driving, on their way to a picnic for two. If the sight of their
merriment was a knife in his heart, Rowan gave no sign of it. His
friendly smile did not fail.
“Better come along, Mac. You’ll live only once, and then you’ll be dead
a long time,” suggested Larry.
McCoy shook his head. “Can’t—business.”
He noticed that Ruth had not seconded the invitation of her companion.
Though he never intruded, it was impossible for Rowan to live in the
same house without running into them occasionally. Sometimes she would
be accompanying Larry on the piano while he sang “Mandalay.” Or they
would be quarrelling over a verse in a volume of recent poems. Rowan was
not of a jealous disposition, but their good-fellowship stabbed him. He
neither sang nor read poems. What was worse, he was not on good enough
terms with Ruth for her to quarrel with him. The most he could get from
her was frigid politeness.
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