Ruth was in the grip of one of the swift friendships to which she was
subject. She liked Larry a lot. They had many common interests. But she
plunged into her little affair with him only because misery made her
reckless. Quite well she knew that Larry’s coaxing smile, his dancing
eyes, his boyish winsomeness, cloaked a purpose of making love to her as
much as he dared. She felt no resentment on that account. Indeed she was
grateful to him for distracting her from her woe. To her husband she
owed nothing. If she could hurt him by playing his own game so much the
better. For conventions she never cared. As for Larry, when the time
came, she told herself, she would know how to protect her heart. She was
willing to flirt desperately with him, but she had no intention of
really caring for him.
Because she was such a child of impulse, so candid and so frank, Rowan
worried lest her indiscretions should be noticed. He did not like to
interfere, but he considered dropping a hint to Larry that he was needed
at the Open A N C.
It was not necessary. Over the telephone one morning came the news that
Miss Morgan, who was still stopping at the Dude Ranch, had suffered a
relapse and was not expected to live. Ruth fled at once to join her and
Larry discovered a few hours later that he was well enough to go home.
As Ruth nursed her aunt through the silent hours of the night her mind
was busy with her own shattered romance. She confessed to herself that
she had not really been having a good time with Larry. She had turned to
him as an escape and to punish her husband. But all the while her heart
had been full of bitterness and desolation. It was unthinkable that
Rowan could have treated her so. Her young, clean pride had been
dreadfully humiliated. It seemed to her that her heart was frozen, that
she never again could pulse with warm life. The thing that had fallen
upon her was a degradation. In her thoughts she held herself soiled
irretrievably.
Miss Morgan died the third day after the arrival of her niece. In accord
with a desire she had once expressed, she was buried in a grove back of
the pasture at the ranch.
Ruth accepted the invitation of Mrs. Flanders to stay a few days at the
Dude Ranch as her guest. The days lengthened into weeks, and still she
did not return to the Circle Diamond. Larry made occasions to come to
the hotel to see Ruth. Sometimes Rowan came, but not often. The gulf
between him and his young wife had widened until he despaired of
bridging it. He felt that the kindest thing he could do was to stay
away. The whole passionate urge of his heart swept him toward her, but
his iron will schooled his impulses to obedience.
But as Rowan rode the range he carried with him the memory of a white
face, fragile as a flower, out of which dark eyes looked at him
defiantly. His heart ached for her. In his own breast he carried a block
of ice that never melted, but he would gladly have taken her grief, too,
if that had been possible.
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